Our truest life is when we are in our dreams awake.

wadafuq

2012-01-19T16:04:00.003+08:00

Not good, its bad, i dunno very bad. Am sad & feeling lost total trust in believing a person, but its ok i know that god have eyes. Whatever u do u think its right u wil definitely get your karma. Am not gg to dwell on this as i hve bigger dreams to fulfill. Jus to vent out, apart from taking it as a pinch of salt i will slowly make it become a speck of dust. One dat dun affect me in anyway, if this is wat you want i will make it come true.

Everything is still fine and okie, thanks for all the well-wishing, i will continue to jiayou for 2 of us. Tks. xxoo.

Nothing beats family and friends encircling you to make u a stronger and more powerful person. I have many ppl in mind dat i look up to. I will continue to do that.

摔倒后的我,会比最初更坚强

09122011

2011-12-09T15:28:00.001+08:00

Ok today is good,thank you for everything.
C u on 22122011, pray n hope everything is good too.
XOXO.

Dec is the MONTH!!!!

2011-12-06T17:14:00.002+08:00

Miss out Sept & Nov haha totally. Busy is an understatement more of i DUNO what am i doing apart from fracturing my finger, +_+''''.

Good month, i heart it. DD's birthday, our wedding coming in like 12 more days, am finally able to change new phone like tmr? and and and and one of the bestest thing that has ever happened to me, i wil be nice & good & awesome & pray hard hard everything to be supa fine and okie.

Well i sold off my lappy at a cheap price, hurhur. Den now backside itchy looking for a tablet or smthing for myself to surf net. Initially my plan is well i can use office lappy at hm, BUT knowing myself so well i wont bring hm de lappy lor. ANYWAY 5 more working days to our leave. HOOORRAYYYY am so going to enjoy and relax about it. TSKTSK.

XOXO ttm okie.

WooooTTT

2011-10-12T15:56:00.000+08:00

I am not lost i am not confuse i am jus very annoy wif myself and everything. But its ok, i will continue to do what i am good at and not to be affected by others. Well mood,behavior I believe strongly depends on the aura around you. If u mix wif good aura, naturally you will shine and gleam, likewise if u mix wif awful aura you wil jus rot and die smellily.
Well I am not able to deem and control wat is happening around me, but I hope to be able to substain a self-surge period. Hiatus for me? Sooon hopefully. Apart from wishing myself all the best and JYJYJY all the way, cun think of better stuff to say. TEEHEE.Well lets hope I get my dream come true. TSKTSK. I will really JY all the way. And HOHO hope the guy dat is MIA in Athena will be found soon.
Things to look fwd, my wedding WOOOT,my korea WOOOOT. XOXO ttm.

FML big time

2011-08-01T22:42:00.005+08:00

Trust no one, no one can be trusted. Learn from ur effing lesson can!

Woah if my Monday lesson continue to be like this i will definitely suffer from split personality.Is this what i WANT? NOOOOO. I really dunno lar, i wont say let nature takes it course. I will take control & let everything be within my control.

U knw i never felt so totally give up before. G.O.S.H.
Wateva its nt important to me anymore.It use to dat impt but not now or anymore.

Disappointed

2011-07-27T15:01:00.004+08:00

Anticipation always end up wif Disappointment...The higher u hope for the harder u fall. FBT... Haiz...

Wat to do can only tell myself try harder again ba. ><

Sometimes really hope i can go for the alternative.Maybe yes one day i will, if the bottleneck is mi, it will be easier, apparently am not the bottleneck and i canot control the situation.This is sucky. Hope time will help in working out everything ba.

Change is not always for the better

2011-07-13T22:07:00.006+08:00

WHYWHYWHYWHY!!!!

I knw i knw, no one is perfect, but then i thought i have survive from all sorts of eccentric ppl, ... but i totally agree with this sentence, THE BEST YET TO COME. Tot i wil nvr tu dio this kind. Really super epic fail can. Jus imagine this scenario.

Ur grannima is arguin wif ur daddie, theoretically ur daddie shld contain it and have a h2h wif her rite. BUT what ur daddie did was, he told u plus the silbings on all the stuff dat ur grannima had say + claim the accusations were from ur sis/bro. WTH rite.
Gosh really PUIPUIPUI ttm lor.Dun like it cannnnnn.....

Change is nt always good. Haiz

BUT despite of all these bu hao de dong xi. I AM STILL FINE!!!! yesyes, recently a lil stressing myself. Well staying alone bu jian dan OK! CUIIII

Still continue waiting n hoping earnestly for my best post bday present! xoxo steph

She is A-W-E-S-O-M-E, haha really brighten my saturday

He is not awesome, but still consider someone impt to me

My buddy, lol who always claims we r silbings from diff parents

Charis!! My role model, she is adult awesome;gungho;independent n smart. EQ & IQ both tiptop, powerpac woman.I hope to be like her nxt time!!

Pinic for lunch, dun playplay only awesome beings like us wil knw not MUGGLES

May-June-July-Aug

2011-06-04T23:44:00.015+08:00

Woahwoahhh... Bdayy mth starting from May go!!!
My xoxo sunshine bro to my super duper awesome daddie, den the incredible sunshine moi den moi mommie. HAHAHA. Bday means EAT. Cheyyy wats new.

Glad n happie dat some things r getting better, am really trying to absorb the statement what dun kill u make u stronger. OKIEEE

A lot of chges in iCR. Well as long as this makes lilian,joyce n cat happie am happie for them too. N so saying SG is small lahhhh.

Audris is AWESOME haha So is Lucas. They really makes me super look fwd to mine sat & tues. Luv the feeling that i luff directly out from my heart w/o any plans of hiding.

ERRR do i reallly look like am in a rush everytime? WHAHA someone comment dat am like always WROOOM, ZOOOOM n gone. Confirm guarantee + CHOP. I look damn shack plus messy.

Realise am not able to wear heels like before. Lousy, n my shoe rack only hve 4 heels, 2 flipflops, 1 sandals, 9 flats. 9 LORRRR.
Pain n damn suan... :x

Somethings when it happens u can only label urself as dumb but life goes on okie. Jus hve to learn lor from the hard way though. U will only knw wat to write the word "Regret" after u have truly experience it. Pui!! I would like to pen down everything, allow it to get lost in the www N a fresh new me everytime hao bu hao.

Finally took my weddin pic on 08062011, SHACKKK TTM can lol.

Am waiting for my bestttie bday present.
Hope i will get it. Hopeful Steph ** Hope ** Hope ** keep my finger cross.

Whahahah on 15062011; i took wrong LRT, alite at a ulu place, best thing no cab no bus. Only can depend on my leg. LOL. So bless dat i stay at a place wif LRT, BUS, CAB. LOL after this incident no more complain alr. LOL

LOL.

Haolian teacher... Show my children my bruise on my knee, best thing 2 diff days same comment. AGAIN?? My teacher so clumsy. hahaha i tot i can use myself to teach them a lesson, but sala lar,, XOXO

18052011 我是陈颖姿 aso STEPHENNIE TAN YINGZHI

2011-05-07T00:14:00.010+08:00

OMGGOZZZ realised that all my pics are becomin repetive. SADzzz, its all abt the same old face, guess either i need to put on some weight or shed some. Stagnant LOL ++_++

BUSY Moi n Porkie. GOSH, seriously, but i think after this month will be better, coz more or less settle down. *GLURPPPPS*

I wan to try baking cupcakes when i really have more TIME. HAHA not really the baking stuff dat interest me its the fondant LOL. The tot dat i can cut n write or design anything on it makes me happi.

OH YAYAYA i haven take up a new name!! Nope dun intend to abolish the old one since its given by my parents. BUT i have a new name !! Its like a second name ya.陈姿颖
Hope wil enhance my current happi n healthy life ya.

SunshinBro & i on our votin day

Pro-SG okiaz

AwesomeGG & i, hmm duno which day but def the day which am feeling fat

One of the sunday otw to sch LALA

Porkie & I on one of the awesome days

Dittos

Dittos

My crazy ICRians & i

Our super happy,awesome day lunch at Chillis

Me & moi lomolomo<

One of the major reason that keeping me happy & super cheerful

FTW

2011-04-24T22:44:00.005+08:00

24042011
Woo hoo!!!

Am watching M Legend nw, nice nice not bad. Compare to e bakery show of coz nt so epic luhh.

April end n May beginning rockssss! A lot of longgg leave woohooo.
Nxt sun no class, following sat no class.hahaha

Ytd was fun, lol audris asked me whr is my rabbit tail lol.
Tdy when am suppose to pretend call Darren's mom to pacify him, I miscall ian's mom zzzz
No impact but e reaction of my children r funny .

04052011

There are some things u can nvr analyze for an ans so dun waste ur brain cells okie. If this is beyond ur control dun think abt it.
Pointless...
Haizz recently a lot of diff rants abt our 2011 GE. Well I knw wat I want n I knw who can give me what i want, yes I do agree that history n records only serves as a guidance but that does nt mean that it can affirm the future. But I rather buy a samsung den an oubiao brand
gadget dat makes me feels insecure. I dun need ppl complimenting me dat wow u r brave to use xxx brand gd dat u willing to give them a chance...Coz those r e ppl dat wan to use there as guinea pig to try out see if it works, if yes gd for those who get, if not haha lucky the victim not me siahhhh. This is e hard truth sad but true.

So yeah lol damnnn busy for me, Bishan-hougang-amk-Alexandra-rivervale, stresss ttm, but I will survive okie. xoxo me tool :)

Secret garden funny lol e way they tok haha smthing diff though it's again 2 guys 2 gals again lol

LOMO morning 8am @ VIVO

2011-04-08T09:38:00.011+08:00

Lomolomo, interesting effect, simple pics make it look so awesome. LOL. HAHA.

Tired week KO almost like before midnite everyday, lucky my voice is almost back. ALAMAK lor bimonthly suffer from sorethroat n flu. Awesome me, now i always wear double to sleep. GDGD can accomodate Porkie cold temp and prevent my sinus.

Siao liao... No one get back to me lor!!~~ on our vaccum cleaner;oven;fan;mirror;stools. Hmmpf.

Recently a new game launch, LALA, should be playing it soon, dd says must play for at least 1 yr, but i think he is abit guaiguai, coz SC2 is more ex lehh, yet no such clause.But Rift hor is cheaper.. Dunno whqt his birdbrain is thinkin... Somemore canot have dormancy period of more than 7 days.

Initially am clueless abt this game, but i heart the graphic and the way the power is being release,yeahh and i have chosen my character. But seems cheem.

OHOH the Baker KIM is DAMNNNNN NICEEEE, duno since 1038023 mths this is the best korean drama i have ever encounter. Due to this shw i am eating bread for almost everyday at least for a meal, tryin to taste the yeast, lol when the flour fermented. WHAHAHA, den i heard from the dvd shop auntie a lot of ppl eat bread coz of the show i totally understand the feeling lor.

But sad thing is once the expectation is being set so high, i am not able to find another on par show. JIALAT, last week rent a korean drama. Not even able to complete one epi. Siao liao lor. WASTE $. Den rent one hk drama, but am smarter now i took 8 epids only, no kick yet. LOL. Den rent another korean drama, try try la. LOL.

When our new hse is ready, Housework needs to be distributed. I told him, dun wish to quarrel wifhim over hsework, maybe we can get a part time maid, he say waste money. Lets c hw it goes okie. XOXO.

Wednesdayyyyy

2011-04-06T14:52:00.000+08:00

TSSSKKK hw disgusting can some ppl behave but well no one deserves to have
such treatment, yeahh. Just suprise hw could such statement be made. Yucks.

Stuborn ppl everywhr, yes i do admit everyone has their point of view but jus shut
ur mouth & open ur ears for once to listen to ppl can?? Hate it when being treated
like juvenile, u knw abt xx? Dun u? Always tell myself if this dun affect me wont die
jus follow through but easier say den done.Dampen my mood to e maxxx.

Audris is awesome LOL, so is Lucas. Hate it when those parents quarrel in my sch,
i mean my job is nt to knw wat happen to ur family dat resulted in all this. Am
jus conveying u a msg on hw i can help u OK. zzzzz. Yes i do empathize ur situation
but is this fair for my remainin 7 children?

Throat seems to spoil every 2 mths, shirley mentioned its due to the hyperness
dat i created in class thus resulted in this? But if full day take TCS aso canot
seems to be veryy hectic. Duno, lets c wats the plan ahead in July.

BRING IT ONN i wont fall easily coz am STEPHHH i have awesome family members wif
me so road dat r not smooth i will try to smoothen it this wil make me stronger n
better ritey.

TSKKKKKKKK

2011-03-29T22:42:00.008+08:00

KNS ITCHY HAND !!! GO UPFDATE MY IPAD BY USING A WRONG PORT DAT IS ALMOST KO-ING!!! NW IPAD RESTORING IN PROGRESS. TMDDDDD.LUCKY THOSE PAID ITEMS CAN BE RETRIEVED.

HW DOES IT FEEL TO BE LIKE A PC OF LETTUCE IN BTW THE SANDWICH?
THE EGG IN MACMUFFIN? THE MUSHROOM IN MUSHROOM SWISS, I BET THEY SUC.

PISSS LEHHHHH, BUT I MUST STAY MY COOL IN ORDER TO TACKLE PROBLEMS.YEAHH DO U WAN TO C THE RAINBOW? OKIEE SO PLS TAHAN THE RAIN.

JUST LIKE: I CHOOSE NOT TO BELIEVE WHAT I SEE, NOT TO FOLLOW WHAT I HEAR. COZ SMTHINGS DUN JUS ERASE OFF JUS BY TRYING.

New ME when?

2011-03-24T10:55:00.011+08:00

IDK,IDK,IDK,IRRRRDK.

Back feeling pain, muscle feeling tight, mood wrong, nothing for me to fight for,jus feeling so down.

Trying to find stuff that wil spur me on result = 0.
What should i do,where can i find it?

Hmmmm previously i wil be animously spur even when i plan for my lunchie or dinner such simple things. YEah will feel exharilated >< Now? NOPE not anymore. Nothing interest me at all.

Oh yup i njoy the attention, loads of it but i know luhhh its superficial but at least i knw there r ppl out there care. +_+".

Saw my hse progress in terms of reno. Yup am a laxx owner, but ytd the work i see for e kitchen toilet a bit disappointing, but our ID very cooperative and easy to discuss which makes it O K. The rest is quite okie jus that i knw everything needs $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

Well will attempt to share more pics of my hm, in terms of stages. Hopefully it will be done by Sept. Last nite am sorting out the mthly bills, so scary when u see stuff like sp services;conservancy fees,reno loan. WTHH Adulthood is not fun bite me.

Yipeeee YAYA

2011-03-07T15:18:00.010+08:00

[1]Move fwd
[2]Turn back
[3]Stay put

Shld i go ahead,move back or stand at my original position? I dunno, but i hope whatever i choose i wont regret. HAHA. ID siahh, den porkie say ID Jing Ying. LOL.HAAAhaaa. It seems fun, but canot always 3mins HOTTT. Today hmmm eventful. Wakie;Class;Gain City;Family Gathering;PICS N PICS N PICS. Still dun understand hw could ppl hate to take pictures, CAPTUREEE THE MOMEEENTTT MAAAA...

Smtimes feel very wu nai, DUNNO jus very HAIIZ.. Well still i hve to move on maa, everytime when am updating i really hope i can bring in happy news,funny encounters LOL. Gosh recently perform a lot of stupid n silly act siahh. SO TUI LIAN. +_+"""" But thats me maaaa. Anyway renovation till 30042011. Full completion shld be by my bday, BESTieee bday present but i need to slog like shit. :(

LRT--> This is gonna be my best friend soon, HAHA.Hope i wil be able to get my directions hm soon. My new hm. xoxo.

Phone is for u to stay contactable ritey, i have to admit iphone is so hard to TYPEEEE.
Gosh i stil think BBY ROCS. But iphone photography function FUN FUN FUN. HEEE.

My right side muscle is aching mann, nt very pain but still... argh to make things worse i went for a free test, yup gian peng rite. LOL. But damn accurate coz its the right spot, but ex lehh to go for treatment, maybe i will start off wif a couple of acupuncture n massages. Lets c hw it goes, wow this is OVER budGET. SHUCCCKS big time PUI.

SAVE SAVE SAVE.2011 entering the 4th mth soon, well my resolution is getting as basic as ever. Stay HAPPY. HEALTHY. SAVE MOREEE $$$$$$$$$$$$. Thanks. ^^

SEEE i knw it, ppl enjoy taking pictures jus dat they dun say. LOL.

ME n BFF

ME n PORKIE

ME n BERT

ME n Lill Noob TAN

ME n GG

ME n Eunice

ME n SUNSHIN BRO

ME n SERMIN

ME Myself n STEPPHHH

LIFE-LIVE IT FOR EVERYONE U CARE

2011-02-18T23:46:00.010+08:00

Like Like SUPERRR LIKE, dunno why but everything jus SO NICE. Though the drama is jus so-so but am happi coz am intro to this uber nice song, base on the mtv it looks OLD.But no issues.

风起时，想你
谁能让我忘了你
我用什么写日记
心在半空中飞行
已习惯孤寂
遇见了你爱上了你最后重归于平静
我用回忆剪成一部无声电影
纪念我们真挚的曾经
珍贵的你
每当温柔的风把头发吹起
总让我想起那时别离情景
你的眼泪是那样晶莹透明
每一滴在我心里
每当温柔的风把头发吹起
总让我想起你给过的甜蜜
我们好不容易鼓起了勇气
却敌不过命运
雨整整下了一季
梦轻轻碎了一地
Hey我依然在这里
虽然已没有你
遇见了你爱上了你最后重归于平静
我用回忆剪成一部无声电影
纪念我们真挚的曾经
珍贵的你
每当温柔的风把头发吹起
总让我想起那时别离情景
你的眼泪是那样晶莹透明
每一滴在我心里
每当温柔的风把头发吹起
总让我想起你给过的甜蜜
我们好不容易鼓起了勇气
却敌不过命运
也许是我太不小心
也许是我太在乎你
你什么也没说我也无从问起
就让往事散落风中
不再提
每当温柔的风把头发吹起
总让我想起那时别离情景
一转身时间飞了再回不去
我的爱你在哪里
每当温柔的风把头发吹起
总让我想起你给过的甜蜜
无论你在哪里和谁在一起依然是我的唯一

HAIZ what i did i say before dat i wanna to stay healthy for 2011. :( :( jus had my eye check done, GOSH my astigmatism went up like nobody business. Well now am busy googling hw to reduce astig naturally. YUPPP. Ok more eye relaxing exercise, near n far focus when am tired.Yawn to stretch the facial muscle.rapid eye blinking.... dadadada...

This is my Feb, its nice n awesome, coz everyone ard me dat i care are happy and safe and sound. Upcoming will be more interesting, my collection of MY HOUSE keys!!, my ROM!!, starto to renovation. Will definitely continue to update. EXCITING N TIRED.

Dinner + movie on 13022011. Dinner so-so, Moviee Nice (Jus go wif it)
Got our pen @ 47 sgd. R u ready? Yes we rrr.
Hmm am waiting for Unknown, since the actor is from the show TAKEN. I LIKE ITTT.

CNY Celebration wif dd & chew family. LOL very tiring, cny is a very scary period, coz u eat non-stop,walk non-stop. LOL but FUN RITEEE.

Went to TAO's for dinner, not bad but the service iS SUPERBBBB.But dd find dat the waiter a bit talkative. LOL.

Andrea's 21 bday. :)

CNY cel at GG's house. xoxo

WOW my farewell from MOM account. Since 15072009-18022011. TKS PPL.

CNY wif my Family. Super xoxo.

>>The lesser you know, the happier you are. (got it from Ben Chan)

Threshold where r u?

2011-01-24T22:24:00.003+08:00

Hmmmmpf :(

ARGHHHHHHHHH :(

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH :(

AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW:(

howhowhow?nvm i will definitely work it out, i will iron out the differences. Sometimes i totally believe dat the person dat u ASSUME is treating u well is actually ur friend, nope u r absolutely wrong.XXX.XXX. Nvr trust anyone apart from ur own family + teeade.Wont use the word hurt its more of a shock+dismay+disappointment. Nvm i will definitely walk out from that.

Tdy is a shack day, umpteen diarrhoea + mii class tdy. LOL. I tot am giving up, post a question to my children, wat shld i do???? i heard [1]Spank HIM [2]Let him seat in a naughty corner [3]Keep him in the storeroom [4]Let my bro deal wif him.

AH YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO => if u scold he feel remorsful not dat bad, but he ignore.Take it as he does nt understand okie. If he refuse to learn nvm, BUT he disturb his friends, slam the cupboard door, knock the wall, refuse to do his work, refuse to seat down. HWHWHW? Nvm i will slp on it.Tmr will be a better dayy.

xoxo

2011-No. 1 Sorry that I loved you

2011-01-11T22:37:00.007+08:00

Nice SONG

First nice song i heard in 2011 dat i reckon is nice, the ironic part is this is somehw reccomend by my ex-childcare student who is P1 now, he was wif me when he is 3yrs old.

=Sorry that I loved you=
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry i was falling in love with you
I’m sorry that it came true
But sorry doesn’t turn back time
For all that i have done to you
I wish that i could make it right
So sorry that i loved you
Sorry that i needed you
Sorry that i hold you tight
And I’m So sorry for...
Making you love me and saying goodbye

My 2011 started with a BLASSSSTTTT YEahhhhh. Sorethroat.Flu.Fever.Bodyache. LOL But now getting better n BETTER.I really need to be more firm and STOP freaking sway around. I have several chances for me to prove myself right. JIAYOU Okay hurhur. This yr i must go for my full bodycheckup no more excuse n delay!~

XOXO my daddie TAN to the max, he bought a electric flask back home and mumble to himself:you cha mei you shao shui her. Den i ask him are u toking to me. Coz on my desk i hve a box of green tea but my house no hot water. UBER SWEEEET!~Den i add on ohoh at times i bring to office n drink. :)

Love my life,my family and everything around me. I must learn to be a better n nicer person this year. There are too many good things ard me and i do not wish to miss out any.

Last week of 2010!!!HURHUR

2010-12-28T17:39:00.018+08:00

Me n Porkie LALALA.

Attempt to act sporting, hurhur end up having fever. Cun move too much...

Freaking hungry the foursome. EVERYTHING over Batam is slow ...SLOW.... slow...

Wooohooo!~~
Finally last week of Dec. Gosh! Time flies, whenever i tot am not able to accomplish certain task, but lucky thing am able to finish it on time. Well its not nicely done at least i completed it.Most likely this will be the last post of the year so jiayoujiayou okayy.

Hmm my HP year end cohesion party finally end. Woohoo.
My Batam trip is over, yes & i totally not miss it.
Well nxt to come my HK trip hope that i will recover by then. Went to the DR tis morning,he has the cheek to say am suspected of having chic pox. Popi hope nt else it will be closing the year with nt a very good end.

This year is a relatively good year for me at least am not sick & no major illness.
Tks for allowing all my family members to remain healthy
Tks for allowing me to move fwd and get away from troubles easily
Tks for overseeing & making sure everything is fine for me

Esp after last nite mare, so scary. Blurp. Phew. It changes my insight on a lot of stuff too. Yup Yup.

Pictures on our HP YEAR END COHESION PARTYYYY

Easier said den donee

2010-12-12T00:41:00.000+08:00

Hurhur, if I knw, I told u!! Zao zhi dao, see!! If I were u...
Come on!!!! U R not me!! Dun easily comment n gif feedbac as though u r being
place in my situation.

Hate it when ppl who jus acquaint wif me for less than dunno god knws hw short
start to gif comment as though they hve been thru e same as me.

Yes I dun deny e fact dat u might hve ur fair share of shit, if dats wat makes
u grow up n learn abt life accept it. BUT my share of shit I dun intend
to spread among ppl. Tis is my life n tis completes me. Tis teach me to be strong n
embrace my life as it is. U may point n criticize behind
my back hw lousy I am, hw messy my life is. But its okayy,
coz I knw w/o all these experience, the stephennie will nt be standin here.

Tks porkie n teeade n other ppl who cares n always believe in me.

xoxo!!

JY BAAAAAAAAA

2010-12-07T21:50:00.004+08:00

WOAHHHH. ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMPFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

Nvm, humans r always been force to grow up, am no difference from the rest. Read a book (Tortoise & its shell ) to my children today, n the moral of the story is everyone is unique and special dun look down on others. HUrhur. So real. Am trying so hard to explain to them on the meaning of unique that i came out wif lame logic like u may like the other gals long hair, but for all u know theyy heart ur beautiful teeth. Heehee

I heart n njoy the lessons but at times am reallly very tired.Need to balance out. JY STEPHENNUE TAN!!~~ Woohoo. This week gonna make a big decision yes i knw its rite okayy.
Even if all things fail n goes wrong, still hve mimimimimiiiii.

Stepppphy ENNIE

2010-11-03T16:06:00.009+08:00

Difflame n Clarinase to the rescue!!!~~~ Woooohoooo.
Having dry throat is a very sucky feel. I dun like it. Adding on is my almost lousy nose.
So drowsy feel, yucks lousy nose :(

Currently watching Queen SD & The YiHaiHaoQing. Nicenice. But SD a bit off now. Not sure is me not concentratin or the shw hving issue.

HAaahurhur i saw Ind sharing her work life i wan to share too. =P

2004-Teaching @ LV ->Starting of my working life...
2005-Teaching @ LV ->Lucky i hve Elicia/Juinkang/Brian/Jiayi etc in my class to entertain me for a yr.They were 3 back den!~
2006-Teaching @ LV/gs=hp ->Thanks for my Lucas/Marianne/Felicia/Brian/Elston/Mabel/Adam/Nadia for brightening up my last yr in LV. Den I patched up with Ind after dunno hw many donkey years.She introduced me into GS wooohoo dats whr e exciting life start...
2007-gs=hp ->Still fun but very busy n hectic can work like 6am start? 3am still checkin on stuff (Lets label this as the remote days hurhur)
2008-gs=hp ->OKayy things still moving fast. But wif adel ard not so bad at least someone to acc me eat/luff/tok/shit. Thats the economic downturn yr i think. Whr my OM came out wif a logic last in first out.
2009-gs=hp/mom=hp/ICR ->OKayy then most of the stuff transit to India n in Jul tada am in MOM. OKayy the only interestin part is i knw Porkie. Hurhur.Yeahh n started out working part-time wif (Mon/Tue/Sat/Sun)
2010-mom=hp.ICR ->We lost again, so we are transiting out. Yup stil teaching part-time wif (Mon/Tue/Sat/Sun)

Dats it. The end. My career life is average. Guess am not happening enuff hurhur.

But a blessing in disguise is i patched up with Adel n i knw Porkie.
Am still continuing to earn more, hopefully able to maintain a healthy life. I am gonna be freakin 28 YRS OLD. GOSH.

Moi n my roxstar~

Moi n grannima

Moi n Ind

Moi n my evil sis

Moi n Porkie

Moi n Porkie

Moi n Ind

Moi n my roxstar~

FES

2010-10-27T22:15:00.000+08:00

I dunno. Hopefully someone is able to impart some power to me. I am willing to learn how to make decisions wisefully. plsplspls. Smtimes life seems tough. Wat is enough, its nvr enough. Or rather how much u need. *gasp* I dunno. Such a simple word so irresponsible but its always so nice n conviently blurp out.

Things seems to be movin at a tremendous speed. 27 is not a nice age but I hve a fruitful 27 yrs of my life.

Xoxo

If you want to be happy, be.

2010-10-16T22:52:00.003+08:00

Ber mths X 2 left!!! Wooohooooot. GREAT YR 2010. But definitely 2011 will be better. Hurhur.Yes yes. I must freaking save more money man. Yup NOT to spend and to maintain my health.

Things arent gg smoothly but it will surely be better. yes i can see that. Hee hee. Recently adelind intro BAISHEFENGCHE. Fierce. So nice... yes yes. I like the lyrics. Actually most of the lyrics r good. It really depends on which mode u r in. yesyes. He will be in KL in march,r we exaggerating if we go KL to watch the concert. Bu hui rite.

Happi happpi, wow my bro big boy le gg NS on 8 Nov. Jiayou!! Yeah another phase for him after his 21 yr old bday. I need a break, a quality one. hurhur. YEAH.

Recently the status of bloggin is getting lesser.But it will definitely not stop given that this is a gd mark of my life.

Take more pics r good la, trust me u get to keep track of ur life.

ANYWAY PASTA is awesomely NICE!!~~~Good n Bad. C now am so lost, rent a drama, dun even remember the name, not nice.+_+ somemore the 1st disc spoil. NOW i dun even have the mood to continue watching it. EEEEKS.!~!

I better go n google n find some nice show. Shws dat ppl recommend might not be nice siahhh.!~~~~

Frapppppi :) :)

2010-09-13T18:10:00.000+08:00

Memories are pictures that are being snapped up in the split second

2010-09-12T00:10:00.007+08:00

如果人的记忆只能选择一秒钟的额度，我希望是这一瞬间.

只要笑一笑，沒什麼事情過不了! JIAYOU!!!!!

Next week definitely will not be an easy week for me. I dunno am trying to indulge myself in all genre of dramas jus to mune myself to ease the bird brain thinkin abt hw to tide over.To others this is not tough, but to me,one who always bother abt how others perceive things.This is gonna be extremely hard for me. But dun worry i wil jiayou coz am StepH Tan.

Compare to the previous post, things are getting better, more on-hand. Just dat am facing another milestone. I will overcome it. YES i will <3.

I knw am a bit eccentric. Actually not a bit is VERY.Haha am a weirdo yah. BUT this completes me. Shucks am really getting emo.Its hard to acquaint with ppl like me i know that too thus am not expecting much from those mortals.Appreciate those who make an effort to communicate with me n maintain a decent contact.

NOPE PORKIE AM NOT EMO, JUS DAT I REWATCH THE SHOW N KINDA HEART THAT SONG. NICE.

[我爱他]

他的轻狂留在某一节车厢地下铁里的风比回忆还重
整座城市一直等着我有一段感情还在漂泊

对他唯一遗憾是分手那天我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来我不哭让他知道我可以很好

我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来情节有多坏都不肯醒来

我爱他跌跌撞撞到绝望我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方最初的天堂最终的荒唐

如果还有遗憾又怎么样呢伤了痛了懂了就能好了吗
曾经依靠彼此的肩膀如今各自在人海流浪

我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
逃不开爱越深越互相伤害越深的依赖越多的空白该怎么去爱

我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来情节有多坏都不肯醒来

我爱他跌跌撞撞到绝望我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方最初的天堂最终的荒唐

如果还有遗憾是分手那天我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来我不哭让他知道我可以很

I dunno...

2010-09-05T14:28:00.000+08:00

I dunno hw long tis is gg to last, but I can feel dat am gettin weaker n deflating soon. Spendin money to revive e syngery in me is def no gg to work. What am I gg to do? Or rather hw am I gg to achieve this? Have been tryin to slp well for e past 2 nights seems to be mission impossible for me. Relyin on muscle relaxant won't help too.

Is this it? If dats e case I rather force myself to slp on every sleepness night.Performin a mistake having a fault is not everyone's wish. I tot we can all jus move on n pick up from whr we stop. But tis seems to be not e case too. Guess am really tired too. Should I be e one to initiate e 'red' button?
Guess a short retreat,long vacation and hibernatin mode is mandatory for the current state of my mind.

Tks for those who always believe in me and will continue to do so.

xoxo

Its not wat u tink, its what ppl see.

2010-09-04T00:26:00.000+08:00

After some thoughts its hard to make certain decision.
Porkie has been labellin me with nasty names, but I do not
deny dat its my fault. U wil nvr be able to get the best of both
Worlds. So since I hve take e fers step to make this work, I shall jolly
Well stick with it.

I really like to go on a hiatus. Will I ever be able to do this? I dunno.
Find dat am gettin lower n lower batt.

When trust is gone, its hard for u to earn back.
Haiz... Esp when ppl give u one last freakin chance.
Pls learn ur lesson well.

Xoxo

IGP

2010-08-22T18:38:00.004+08:00

Yup, have decided. LALA. So ppl will stop labelling my as flipflop & pratawoman.

Sometimes some things in life are jus meant to be a vauge passing by cloud. Do not take it too seriously it wont help u in any aspect just dat maybe few mths/years u look back, u will jus smile and think hw silly u r. JIAYOU ba.

Truly madly deeply happppieeeee

2010-08-17T22:31:00.009+08:00

LOL yup i guess i must have exaggerated a lil bit but dats trueeeee OK!!!~~~~~~

WOWOWOW hyperventilate,breathing diffculty all happen at once. HEE HEE.

One sentence can bring me sky high UP. One sentence can make me feel freaking low. Well this is life. Getting more & more exciting. Nope am not expecting anything just dat ITS plain happiness OKIE.

A good way to make urself happier,u may refer to this as self-denial.
But i prefer to label it as self-delusion. LOL.
1]Filter away ppl dat u dislike from your brain.(YES i have start doing this, N it works!)
2]Smile @ ppl dat u despise and dislike you, to make them more angry(YEAH we shld not stoop the same level as them lol)
3]Money is impt, i mean REAL impt okie, but staying healthy is above any other things rite, no health no money. Being unhealthy = spend money on health.
4]U live once n for urself ONLY (watevr ppl say its HEARSAY, let them be, its their birdbrain n lizard mouth)

I LOVE ME XOXOXO

Happie National DAY!!~~

2010-08-09T10:34:00.004+08:00

My lappy is cool, so is my SC2. N most imptly it has a very funfun camera. Downside freaking heavy, mind u its 10 pounds. but think back, in 2007 when i get the HP lappy aso quite ex after disc n relatively heavy wat . Yup this is jus so to make me feel better. =)

Adelind nxt time will bring my lappy out for u to try okie.Though ytd u make me gancheong. ASSSS. Lucky we hve cum with an agreement on whr to meet. Lucky i tried calling u despite no respond from BBM. Phewwww. But mayuki rocs. Lets do this again before CNY. Nodnod. This 3 mths uber tight budget after getting this heavy baby. But still need to go for full body check up okie.If can make it tmr.WAH jus by thinkin stress alr. lol.

I am a dumbass NodNod*

2010-08-03T22:40:00.004+08:00

REAL MAN fight on their knees.(Totally n awesomely true)

Tdy class fun fUN FUN. Haha. Initially dun wish to have a heavy dinner coz quite tiring after a full meal. BUT i remember tuesday class is wit my Jayden. NODNOD, yes i better eat siah, else no energy. LOL lucky i eat. Haha. He is an uber strong boy though, stepped on my toes twice n i literally scream OUCH Jayden. He reply to me T.Stephennie look at my eyes so big. Wt =_='''.

My eyes so itcy today,at fers i use tissue paper, den too troublesome,started rubbing hard, one of my ger say to me, T.Stephennie ur finger is dirty dun rub ur eyes, den i say but its SO ITCHY u know. =_= she started sobbing n said... last time i rub my eyes u say my finger is full of bacteria and now T.Stephennie is trying to hurt her eyes.LOL, sometimes easier said than done ritey.

I am a dumbass, haha tis morning drop my toothbrush into my toiletbowl full of PEE. N i pick it up and wash. Attempt to reuse again for tmr, siah la. HAHA well morning brain not functioning well. YUP i bought a new one though.

I am still a dumbass, c wat i do to my jeans when am having lesson?! I was happily talking tot am using the back of my pen to draw invisible pic, who knows. -_-

Freaking dumbfound!!!!!!!

2010-07-30T01:40:00.001+08:00

How could this have happen?!!
I tot only get to c this on newpaper n drama.
This is actually happening to me now?????
FTA la. I mean if u wanna do this dun drag me down,if after investigation
U r really e ONE. Dun blame me for e after-effect.
Gosh how mean can one actually behave. N e best ting is this is
NOT the first time. Yup am not saying if there is once will def be havin twice.
KNS to e max man, u dun believe in KARMA ,I STEPHENNIE TAN do!
Wat goes ard cums ard man, if this is e only way u can secure urself,faggot lor!!!
The truth will be out, its jus a matter of time!!!!!!

Ass am so sick n drowsy yet I cun ko.
Tks man. This is wat I get for gettin tooo involve n Bella fav term for me
'Gek ji dai'.

Chill stephhy chill.
Xoxo

==THE ERA==

2010-07-26T22:39:00.012+08:00

Tksss GEGE, he rocs to the max. HAHA at least the WOW factor is there. The stage,3-D effect,holograms, lasers and pyrotechnics,sound syst. Thumbs UP. The company is good, but the bad thing is I AM FREAKIN SICK. Yup. Down wit sore throat & dizzy spell. hurhur. Can u imagine how uncomfy am i. Anyway today it turns out worse, giddy+sore throat+nose spoil+leg turn jelly. HURHURRRRR. And i make an effort to go office in return find out..HMMM nvm give everyone e benefit of doubt OKIE.

WOOWOOOO: 這些我都做得到但那個人已經不是我

-_- -----> nothin beats being healthy.

2010-07-22T00:15:00.000+08:00

Emonesday. C la,e consequences of being greedy.
Some random salesgal is promotin an intestine drink thus hve a free scan of our iris.
Assss e result turn out quite bad. Say my kidney kinda lousy.
W/o further hestitation I decide to finallly go for my fulllll body check up nxt wednesay. Allow me to be greedy for e last time, I just wanna stay with my 3XHHH healthi,happi,harmoni.
Maintain healthi body.
Stay in a happi frame of mind.
Create harmonious environment wherever I go.

Jiayoujiayoujiayou!!!
Gogogogogogogogogogo!!!

Xoxo Stephhy Tan :)

I just wan to be happi + optimistic ^_^

2010-07-18T22:41:00.004+08:00

Is it that hard to be happy or rather maintain the level of happiness. Well anybody out there will say as u grow older, more problems arises & more issues for us to solve. Is that so?

Porkie will always jus shake his head and say: 很难很难很难很难 n shake his head profusely. *-*. Haha. Nvm Baoqi & Porkie will jus take a uber big stride out whenever face with any problems.

相信妳的直覺，然後妳就會戰勝一切，得到你最想要的---> Zui hao shi zhe yang.

人生，終究還是一個人的人生。
So after whining jus move on. I knw 5 yrs down the road when i look back, i will still be happi n optimistic abt the decision dat i hve made.Naaa, nvr regret before jus dat i need some assurance lol.

I am ready!!!!

2010-07-15T23:22:00.000+08:00

I am ready, r u? Hee am ready for all chg coming towards me. 2010-half year has past, remaining with aug + my 4 bermonths. Still remember vividly on what I hve blog 1 year back regarding my bermonths. Hmm I won't say this is my best year, but this is a year that force me to grow up real freaking fast.I found what I want, I lost what I dun need,I pick up what I hve neglect and most imptly I learnt a valuable lesson.

Close an old chapter of my life, open a brand new chapter. I promise to work harder than before, be less freaking spendthrift. Try to be healthy asap.

I will need awesomely good health to fight war -_-""""""

XOXO stephhhyyy

HAPPIE BDAY STEPHENNIE TAN YINGZHI!!!

2010-07-12T22:53:00.005+08:00

I love u Stephennie. Yes & i will always promise to treat u the best & provide you the best. COZ U r my everything.

XOXO

When you say STOP, do you really mean STOP or just have to move on?

2010-06-30T22:39:00.023+08:00

I think i need uber strong motivation to move on like.GOGOGOGOGO STEPH YES U CAN DO IT!!!

Madly needed it man... LOL.

At times when i ponder why am i always stuck in sticky situation whereby i always find dat am being cornered n undertreat. BUT come to think again if i am not being place in those situation i will nvr grow n nvr learn from my mistake. I will nvr learn to be strong n fight for my rights. Ok enuff said but i think EVERYTHING happens for a reason. OK so i love u world. I love u everybody.

My early bday celebration, when i say early i mean reallll early.11062010.

Toby breakfast, expensive siah...

Cosy Bar lala...

Tada Ismail's wedding. Awesome meesiam.

Jiu Guo steamboat again. Guess am really sick of it man. -_- but great company though.

Happy Steph take pic with nic @ 409 market but he thinks its very embarassed coz wats there to take in the market. -_-...

I think my camera is awesome i wont be changing anytime wat to do i need to save $.

YEAH with daily static of 100Xskippin, 200Xhula and adhoc cycling am getting healthier, goodbye medicine & doctor. lalala.

Somebody says:
It takes a lot more energy to fail than to succeed, since it takes a lot of concentrated energy to hold on to beliefs that don't work.

Daddy bday celebration~

2010-06-09T00:21:00.010+08:00

Happie happpie bday!!!~~~ Wooohooo.Food not bad, but nice experience.

Sad,when will my eyes totally recover, haiz... Dr Tong says, if this set of medicine stil not helping, then i willl hve to see him again. SADzzz waste $$ again.

Ok everything will be fine,yes,yes,yes. Ytd was a good day, at least finally i hve overcome it...

MONDAY

2010-05-31T23:23:00.002+08:00

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEek watever jus hope will get over it soon.

Why cun ppl work happily tog. So waste time everyday have to go through that ordeal. It seems to be a daily affair man.Best is not even my problem. BE it i care or ignore someone the arrow will be pointing back to me again. Somehow or rather. yucks!

Someone says:

Even if happiness forgets you a little bit, never completely forget about it.

Why do people who know the least know it the loudest?

2010-05-28T22:18:00.009+08:00

Hopefully 1 week ltr my house will look awesomely nice. Now machiam a refugee flat. Have to wear slipper in house. Drink mineral water. N fridge in living room.

Tmr covering Georgina's class X 2 in the morning, hopefully her children will hve a gd nite slp today tks to the weather, then tmr will not have grouchy mood.

Am sooooo stuck with this drama (He'e beautiful), powerful songs, eye-candy poppers, plot so-so. BUT who cares.

I still think i smell of bbq after bathing. WHY?!! I think the smell stuck in my nose? Awww man. =_=

Where to find a pigrabbit?

Someone says:
If I want your opinion, I'll read it in your entrails.

LiFE

2010-05-24T23:44:00.012+08:00

Yup yup yuppppppppppppppppie.

I wonder wonder wonder...

What happen if me n adel that time fulfill our dream n open a dessert cum fruit juice shop? Hmm that wil be so interesting lol.

There are so many things i attempt to do but youxinwuli,hee hee. Bella claims that i hve new friends start to ignore them le.BUT why am i stuck in this state now? All thanks to someone stubbornness thats why am now so shitty.Whatever la.

Why cun i be as brutal as some ppl? Dun u think this is very unfair. Am trying to make everything look & sound so peaceful but some ppl jus being so &*()__)(!

Somebody says: F OFF, this is not ur life.

我也有我的的坚持...

2010-05-18T23:05:00.004+08:00

Hmmm, well am finally back to office.Miss my job badly, guess am a workaholic =_+. HAHA. Miss my ereg/iosh/scrs/access/ldap.....

Well thats human. When u hve it, u complain. When u lose it, u miss. Damn it.

Yup though am 27, but i think am not adult enuff, not scrupulous, not political rite. Haiz whywhywhy,
human can chg just like dat. 1 week before i heard praises n compliments to that person. Then today everything just change. Just because of one fateful incident. See like wat ken say, 100000 rights does not justify for 1 wrong. BINGO. Guess thats the way the real world behaves.

Hopefully tmr i will hear some gd news ya.

Mozzies bite me like nobody business. KNS. WHAHAHAH. Adelind sooooo FUNNNIEEEEEE. I wanna share smthing but i scare sia.
Its like she is awesome, she shld just get oscar award. Hope she will njoy e jay's concert, hope that day jay is not tired okie.N will sing ge qian.jie kou...

052010 dat period of time of my blog is this pic lor...SO EFFING SWEEET.

052009 dat period of time of my blog is this pic lor...SO EFFING SWEEET.

We r aging. TMD. Haha most imptly we must be healthy OKIE. AND my shades with me SO LONG.OOOOHOOOOH. Haha time to chg. Tmr must take a pic for 05 2010 during lunch time okie. Sweeet. Tmr bring the thick doc from lawyer for u to read, so u will be responsible too. XOXO n ILY to the max.

Somebody says:
You're the only one who can make the difference in your life.

The biggest liar in the world is They Say.

2010-05-11T22:41:00.004+08:00

They say,They say,They say,They say,They say,They say,They say,They say,They say....

Everytime they say, or u heard someone say or that person say, IF U DUN HEAR FROM the HORSE MOUTH DUN anyhow SPREAD. Well upon saying this, i cun stop ppl from talking rite. ITS their effing mouth.NVM,life goes on lets see hw long those kids can continue with this gossip.Well jus like in entertainment industry, one gossip wont last long as the other one is upcomin. As though i work there before =P. I know i cun live in a perfect world with only adelind as my colleague.If 10 adelinds i dun mind too.=P. BUT no worries, though i strongly believe in an eye for an eye, but i WONT STOOP TO THE LEVEL N BEHAVE SAME AS her.

People might think that i have misconception of her, well too bad i trust my own eyes.I see wat i believe in OK. But no worries i wont influence ppl to dislike u, well everyone will have their own mind. Its ok, since u r young.ignorant.nope u r not spastic, if u r u wont start just a fire without any fuel. Lucky u r not my friend phew..we are just 2 passerby label as commoner A n commoner B. Tada =)

If only everyone thinks n behave like children without dispute being innocent n happie no war in this world.XOXO

Well every chapter in life needs a START & END.Though the END is already there like so many months ago, but with this THING will be a proper closure for me.DO i need it??? GOSH... Its tempting in the sense that, i can live without it, but why cun i own it since i can afford it.Stresss, if teeade can spend like 2 times or 3 times the amt, i yi bu rong ci siahhh. WHAHAHAH,2 compartment/purple in color... =_= hinthint.

Somebody says:
Failures are expected by losers, ignored by winners.

总有一天,那些眼泪会干的. 加油~!

2010-05-08T18:25:00.006+08:00

Nope am not EMO, porkie am not X 10089e0909%. Jus surprise that hw this world behave, the weaker ones always is the kelian de. EEEEK. The one that cry is definitely the one that deserve ALL sympathy. WTH hor.Tears that flow out are only meant for ppl who deserve it :) Rite porkie. Whahaha

Very happppie with the GRAND PALAIS, though its ex, though its at nt the right timing, but we r contented rite. <3 <3 Save more money (Our fav motto: So much abt saving $)

XOXO

YEAHHHH !!~~

Somebody says:
Presence is more than just being there.

不要为不在乎你的人掉眼泪

2010-05-04T22:28:00.002+08:00

Today damn chui. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. In class feel so slpy, lucky my Tuesday class is fine. Not much energy require me to fight.

Whaha reachie home use volcano mask, shiok hothot sensation i like.Daddie says the bread that he bought is niceee, i tried half den bring in to share with nic, but i drop on his floor, he claimed i did it on purpose. =X Given that if he drop dat piece of bread on my floor, i will definitely insist he did it on purpose. Well tis runs in our blooood.

Somebody says:
No success in public life can compensate for failure in the home

我只希望这一切的努力结果，不会让你失望... ....

2010-05-03T22:12:00.008+08:00

I tot am an observant person, apparently am wrong. I tot i am able to differentiate rite vs wrong but am wrong again. Amazingly impressive how one person can behave so drastically different. Well dats good too, at least dun need to hide in the shell forever, its so depressing u know. U only live once, and if u r gg to live in such a manner,thats so L-O-S-E-R.

Apparently am happ now,uber happy,though work is busy veryyyy busy.work.teach.work.teach. I knw deeply that this routine cun stop. But its okie, i need to jiayou for ppl who care for me n ppl who needs me. Georgina gimme a bear n card. xoxo!, in it she says i hve smthing in common with the sun, WE shine no matter wat happen =P. SHINE lor, yup not dat kind of action-pac shine is happpi shine (u r my sunshine, my only sunshine u make me happy when the blabla...pls dun take my sunshine away)

YUPP am backie, with more rays then i will hve the ability to shine more. haha. Ppl always pratically everytime misunderstand me, well i dun owe them a living cun be bothered to explain. WHY SHLD I?

Is it true if u r optimistic u r the baddie/the stress-free/the capable/n the complain free pax? YUP thats hw the world see it.
THUS poor porkie n adel have to recvd all the unpleasant whines from me. So poooor thing.Cum cum let me huggggg =P

我第一次想真正地好好真惜一个人，第一次想为他让自己变得更好--> Yup i mean it chc

And adel i hope today conversation wil strike u to the above message, to find the pax dat will make u feel like dat too. I think its realli awesome. PAK POK !!

And u r rite, if i cont to rant hor, mei wan mei liao. NVM i hereby upon tis entry wont whine on that le. HAHA 'K P' lor. SOOOO EFFFING Vulgar. whahahahah

就算沒有結果　我也能夠承受
我知道妳的痛　是我給的承諾
妳說給過我縱容　沉默是因為包容
如果要走　請妳記得我　如果難過　請妳忘了我

Letting go doesn’t mean giving up, but rather accepting that there are things that cannot be.

2010-04-26T22:48:00.011+08:00

There r days whereby ppl or stupid incident make u feel pekchek n unhappy. BUT u just have to somehw or rather force urself to think that, NOPE that wont dampen my day, yup i hve a great day ahead. Hw many times can u self-delude urself in tis? YUP, tis is hard but wat to do.

Today my Johann (pronounce as YO-HAN) so cuteeee, when i give him my thomas train stickers,he mentioned his thomas DVD at home is in chinese, i ask him why? He say coz its from CHINA. Whahaha he is so cute, to add on he say his Alvin & Chipmunk is in Chinese too. His reason Thomas from TV is in english, but Thomas from dvd is in chinese. =_=. Flicker-minded woman,smtimes am very tired n sick after class, smtimes am very happi, when am happi its really from e bottom of my heart.xoxo. This is so sweeet.

teeade STOP BEING EMOOOOO, i love u, okie May is comin n May n the upcoming mths are def not good mths to be emo. LET me tell u why.
[1]ur mum n my dad bday r cuming-0606
[2]ur babe bday is cuming-0607
[3]our edmund exam finishing soon
[4]sari n tt will be in, hopefully they r able to help to a certain extend.
[5]u wil shine no matter wat
[6]i love u
[7]313 :O
[8]jay chou concert cuming though u din buy the tix
[9]u will be buying a long wallet soon
[10]n most impt benghock.ah tin.ah han & ah girl heart u too

***There are things that we never want to let go of, people we never want to leave behind. But keep in mind that letting go isn’t the end of the world, it’s the beginning of a new life.***

***Breathe. Let go. And remind yourself that this very moment is the only one you know you have for sure.***

Wat's e color of my sanguin planet?

2010-04-22T00:53:00.000+08:00

Fers time cun slp ... Weird... Updatin thru bby.

Well if u hve made up ur mind n set ur priorties rite stop thinkin n swayin left n rite, it will not do gd to anyone.

Tried divertin my attention to else whr, but seems dat e big head is thinkin abt lots of stuff. Can I try to push them aside n slp fers...

My porkie n teeade must be zzzzing to their max.
Which hand is more impt? Left or right. Its both! Coz it takes 2 hand to hold myself up when I fall. Okie.

Hopefully I can really get wat I wan siah.

Today attempt to buy suprise for porkie but failed, stoopid, attempt to get gift still wanna comment. Haiz try harder ba nxt time. :)

Am not perfect but wit teeade we complements one another rox to e effin max

Pls let my world be green n blue for now.
Peace n more peace...

Xoxo

妳要放得開手裡面握著的，妳才有機會提起下一個機會。

2010-04-20T22:14:00.012+08:00

Tuesday!!!~~~~~~
Heavy day, brain cells almost depleting.Lucky i hve my powerful porkie grapie cum apple juice to perk me up.OOOOOhwoooooo.Guess with such a silly look, when i look occupy its uber obvious.

Sometimes am thinkin, read 3 books in each class is it a bit too much? Actually i think they r fine, jus that this week the books dat i choose all r heavily content.Okok note taken. Yup need to check with georgina hw does she deals with children that refuse to promote.To see if there is any way...

Do u hve those kind of feelin whrby seeing someone then find that person so funnnny n lame n lammmmme still? Haha, but is good to hve such pax in ur life at least will make ur life more interesting.

LOVE DOES NOT MAKES THE WORLD GO ROUND. IS THE PPL WHO U LOVE N CARE MAKES THE RIDE WORTHWHILE.

TKS FOR ALL THESE PPL LIKE PORKIE.TEEADE.LEONWA, that makes the roller coaster ride smoother, is not a bad ride after all since i learn so much. YUP money cun buy time, but money can help to save time.

UNTILL U R HAPPIE WIT WHO U R, U WILL NVR BE HAPPY WIT WHAT U HAVE!~

So looking fwd to May. YEAH holiday, nic 21 bday, den june daddie's bday, sch holiday den MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOI BDAY.

NOTE TO PORKIE & TEEADE:
NO FOREVER FRIENDS
NO PRECIOUS MOMENT
NO SUDOKU

XOXO

人啊，傻一點才快活嘛！

Winners have simply formed the habit of doing things losers don't like to do

2010-04-19T22:11:00.007+08:00

I am a GOOOON. A big goon lor. HA HA HA.

Was on the bus thinking abt a particular gs PMD's name. But in vain, den look up, this effing stop look so familiar. OHOHOH i miss my stop. Lucky the nxt stop is not after expressway. =_=. Laugh to myself throughout the walk, ppl must be thinkin another poor lady who work till becum mad. Mind u, bishan have a lot of such instances. Scholar becum Mad, Teacher becum Mad.

Then after bath, i happily tore a piece of paper from a magazine on the table, nicholas shouted, wat r u doing?? YEAH dats the new telescope for May. YAYA i roc. i noe. His like giving the face whr got ppl work whole day + teach reach home still full of energy face. But i knw he heart me....

My children ROCSSSSSS. Ha ha they were gossiping abt me when am packing toys. Whats new.
They say she so tall,her dress so nice,i like her hair. Punch line she is so pretty. Who cares if they r lying but so make my day.OOOOHOOOOH the older u r, the more u need such self-deceiving sentence.

Someone says:
Everybody likes a good loser - provided it is the other team

Finally PHEW....

2010-04-12T01:09:00.006+08:00

Well no matter hw many rounds u were on the roller coaster there is always an end. Finally i have alight. For the better or worse, i do not know. BUT at least am aware this is the best decision i have ever made up my mind on. Yes there are ppl who ack and there are ppl who think am too impulsive. At the end of e day, it all depends on me right. Coz its my life.Steph's patent.

Heyhey realise my camera is not plain vanilla siahhhh. It has those funct which i always thought it exist in my cam but not. ACTUALLY its YES!!! WOOOHOOOOO I heart those functions to the max.

Adel n I went to Bugis on sat. Well she gotten a not so satisfyin lot, but its okie, coz she ate the sweet and we walked out happily to purchase the auspicious charm. So everything will be fine okie.

Isaac is my Sat Kid. Ferrell is my Sun kid. When both of them cum together. WOW. The class is W.O.W. I believe its self-explanatory. Ha ha.

A lottt more pics to post sooon, coz tis post is solely to action on my functions n jiayou for adelind. :):)

Steph's resolution:
Be fair n sq.

Some things can't and shouldn't be fixed,

2010-04-08T23:43:00.015+08:00

OMG i think i might have BPD.WTFWTF. No la. ha ha jus that recently hve been gg thru some shit. YUP shit.

WHY CUN PPL JUS TAKE NO FOR AN ANS???? IF U ALREADY HVE AN SOP ANS WITHIN U & U WOULD LIKE ME TO SAY IT OUT.AM SORRIE. MY BRAIN DUN WORK THAT WAY. THINGS R GETTIN MORE OFF-HANDED YET I HVE TO DEAL WITH SUCH MINOR ISSUES. SO EFFING WASTING MY BRAIN CELLS WHICH I ALREADY DUN HVE MUCH LEFT.

I do not need ppl to understand what i am doing, all the more report to you. Sometimes when i share with u coz i respect u as a person, if wat am i gg to hear is u gonna regret it, tis is so wrong, hw am i gg to explain to the world. Wait a min, why do i need u to explain to the world? When am good some ppl share the goodness with me, when am in shit? What do i do? Just have to clench my teeth, tell myself YES tmr will def be a better day than today! During those moment where r the world that suppose to comment or give remarks to me for handling my life. I had enuff of all tis nonsense. PPL pls get a life. There r so many things for u to look fwd and work on. DUN BUG ME.

Somebody says:
Learn to be calm and you will always be happy

W.O.W again

2010-04-04T23:23:00.003+08:00

Am effing speechless. Not sure how am i gg to anticipate this. Candice says if u can't make up ur mind, leave it to up there. Can they really help? I tot of an article dat i read before. Whenever u think u r stuck in the worst situation, there are ppl 10 times 100 times worse than you. Does this makes me feel better? Nope, not at all.

WATEVR LA.

Of all the things you wear, your expression is the most important.

2010-03-29T23:13:00.005+08:00

I dun comment doesnt mean i dun care.
I ignore doesnt mean i am feeliness, jus dat am feigning ignorance.
I agree doesnt mean i support just hope to have less conflict.
I dun argue doesnt mean i support, just want some peace in my life.

I knw that am nvr good in ur eyes, from young am being compared and am always the less preferred choice coz u r biased? But its ok to me coz i knw there are other ppl out there hearing n catering to my needs. I understand its unavoidable to compare with other children. But i believe i should be somehow being good to u to a certain extend. But nvm its okie.I always tel myself at least not both dislike me, one out there stil care for me. Hmm its not entirely one party fault i would say. I must have done something or A LOT of things all these years to trigger the unhappiness or bad sentiments. But as we all notice, as we grew older communications btw us is as good as 0. Hopefully nxt time when i have my own i am able to juggle make it a good n healthy r.s.

Saw on bert's msn status:
YOU MAY ONLY BE SOMEONE IN THE WORLD.BUT TO SOMEONE ELSE U MAY BE THE WORLD. WOWOWOWEE

Miss U.Miss U.

2010-03-21T23:26:00.002+08:00

Not sure why.

Weird.

2010-03-12T00:17:00.004+08:00

Knock knock, is this my blog? I presume yes...

Hmm i tot this is a place for me to share my thoughts and feelings.
Apparently ppl are speculating my feelings jus base on the words that i use???WTF...

Well happie=wrong. healthy=wrong. Sometimes i do think abt my existence in this world. Why do i always have to leave up to ppl expectation? Cun i jus do wat i want? Its not as in am commiting a crime,i am jus doing wat i want to do.

AM not going to share wats in my mind anymore, since to ppl they dun even bother to ask or verify when they r unsure just condemn me.

AM not going to express hw i feel n wat am i going through, since to those ppl am just effing playing a fool.

AM not going to interact/mingle actively if this is the Stephennie dat u all want.I will give it to you.

But still there are hopes.I knw somewhr outthere i will source it out myself.

Somebody says:
Do not teach your children never to be angry; teach them how to be angry.

If you love something, let it go. If it comes back it's yours. If it doesn't, it never really was in the first place

2010-03-08T22:55:00.016+08:00

Things dat makes u happy are simple n easily obtainable. IF u r willing to slow down n spend some time looking around. YES i have found it.Previously i walk too fast,to the extend am losing myself. Things that i use to complain n whine seems to be looking so godly n awesomely nice.Have i change? Not sure but i know that currently am really in a tiptop state whereby i can perform well n have an uber clear state of mind.Health wise good to hear that am picking up.

Adelind-Tks for being here with mi, tks for trusting me n support everything dat i do. At times u knw that it might not be the best choice, but u stil respect it coz u knw the choice was from me. XOXO.

Somebody says:
Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending.”

W.O.W

2010-02-23T22:37:00.006+08:00

" Never Say" I love you "if you don't really care, never talk about feeling if they
aren't really there. Never hold my hand if you're going to break my heart. Never say
you're to, if you never plan to start. Never look into my eyes if all you do is lie.
Never say hello, if you really mean goodbye. If you really mean forever, then say
you will try. Never say forever ' cause forever makes me cry. "

Shafiq is transferring centre. Weird feeling, coz he often act very challenging in class. But the moment i heard he is transferring i dun really feel that happi. C human are fickle n crap to a certain extent. Just like when you are busy, you complain effin busy. But when you are free, you complain too free. THATS LIFE. Either you live with it or u better wake up your silly idea. =_=

一个人的我依然会微笑

2010-02-17T21:42:00.003+08:00

明天一个人的我依然会微笑虽然它或许也是伤心的开始
爱情的轮回总是一次又一次是悲是喜终将都变成往事

受一点伤并不是可怕的事人就是这样才会愈来愈坚强

JIAYOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jia You!!!

2010-02-10T23:08:00.002+08:00

Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who don’t. And believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said it would be easy, just that it would be worth it.

JIAYOU JIAYOUU!!!

2010-02-09T23:27:00.004+08:00

Write down n hopefully forget this lousy tuesday. HOOORAY tmr will be better!!!

It is good to have an end to journey towards; but it is the journey that matters in the end.

2010-02-02T22:45:00.003+08:00

Came out from the bath room like a messy woman...Heard some noise outside.Nic was toking to a salesman and he ended the conversation saying, OH THERE IS NO WORKING ADULT AT HOME.... The salesman must be thinking am AH SIAO...

Anyway told adel dat i realise ACTUALLY EVERYONE PLAYS AN IMPT ROLE!!! Some might be minor some major. BUT ITS reallly so relevant! Heart it!

Somebody says:
You are today where your thoughts have brought you; you will be tomorrow where your thoughts take you.

Strong + Happi (STRAPPI)

2010-01-28T22:41:00.012+08:00

There r ppl who like my slogan....There r ppl who wanna war with me.

But KB always bomb me, haiz dunno how long nvr see him -_-.... ....

My cam is so under utilizedddd....
Tis is from my bby hahaha...Lucky i din buy the camera phewwww...

Somebody says:
In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: it goes on.
Robert Frost

Steplind lalalal SooZhi lalala Yingfen

2010-01-27T23:55:00.006+08:00

Adelind Tee!!!!!!!

So angry u knw....Phew really feel nerve wreckin n breaking my head =_=

Nvm i KNOW u will understand wat am tokin & gg through. Dunned to explain more jus a nudge,an eye,a statement its more than enuff.

Like the below pic ha ha we r in diff car but our silly minds think alike. As per our conv today. We cun survive in a beautiful world coz we will turn into WUNEN lousy poker pig. So we need to be constantly in war frame of mind to remain fightable. We r STRAPPIE okie. Strong + Happi.Jiayou for our future :P

SobSob, i must save $ le. Thks for ur cruise + LV bags X 2 though its so long ago but make me feeel so much more balance. Thanks for my melody, i will go hougang n collect my liwu.

I am Stephennie

2010-01-19T22:42:00.015+08:00

I am Steph and i lead an awesome life. I have great friends, happy family but i yearn for a healthy body =D

Wats the point of having lotsss money but no time to spend?
Wats the point of owning the whole world when you do not have anyone to share with you?

I think i have been neglecting my camera, always rely on BBY, lucky siah still wanted to buy a new one. PHEWWWW...
I got new spurs u know, haha dare not bring home that day scare moi daddy scold me. Stress to the max siaaah.Though he dunno wats that.Recently daddy is sooo funnny curious abt everything.But still a loveable dadddy.Being happy is the main essence to my life.

My funnny Louis who says he miss me after 2 weeks of MC, but still is i lure him to answer yes. CUTIE PIE!!!!

My intelligent Grace who asks abt almost everything, and i meant EVERYTHING

My rabbit eyes on melody's bday

Me & teeade meet up on an emo evening.

Trying to draw melody on my hand

Coffee session with Eugene on one lazy 4++ work noon.

To ABC mkt for lunch!!~~

Somebody says:
In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: it goes on

I think my class is boringgggg

2010-01-11T22:38:00.004+08:00

No i did not scold him, yes i love him, no he is not slpy, just plainly bored by T.Stephennie

He is cute when he is normal. HAHA. Tis is old, his new hair style ROX!!!!

If i tattoo a melody my dad will kill me rite? Yes he will.Adelind says its wrong too.

Somebody says:
Stop being clumsy!!~~

No more camwhore with else ppl...

2010-01-10T21:29:00.017+08:00

As per title,try to camwhore alone can?!
So scary, just made a casual and impromptu movement to my bag to retrieve my cell. Suddenly my grandma jerked and say I DUN WAN TO TAKE PIC in hokkien. My face was like stunned X 1000. Haha to make things worse, there is a lobang in btw the bed and wall. Lucky she did not fall into the hole, else Steph susah...

Happie Monday!~

Somebody says:I am here to learn from all my mistakes. LALALAL XOXOXO

Happpie New Year!2010

2010-01-03T20:17:00.002+08:00

Wooohoooo new year = new resolution.

-Be good
-Talk good things
-Do good deeds
-Stay healthy

Haha jus like sanho. LALALA

Lazy no time to update pic, will do it by fri?
Not sure will there be any badminton activity this thurs?...Hmmm

Anyway Monday i am coming!!~~

你不必问也不必等

2009-12-20T22:17:00.007+08:00

Read an article abt nowadays when ppl pass away, they do not choose to be cremate or bury, they would rather the family spread the ashes in the sea... Hmm worth pondering, is this cheaper to maintain or just to return the being to nature?...

But am thinking if dats the case what will happen on (Qing Ming)...

Hmmm...
Another story dat i heard is dat, one day after the mum's funeral, the daughter bring her 2 kids to disney land...While e kids are walking in front, she is crying behind. Cry-Reason behind she think abt the days whereby her mum brought her to disneyland...The reason in visiting Disney land is... The mum hopes that she will be happy when she leaves this world, coz she promise to be her guardian angel when she is up there.

Watever, but YEAH am applying to be an animated street star for Universal Studio hhaha part-time onli... As though i hve plenty of time, but no worries i will maximise it. JAJA

ITS MONDAY!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Somebody says:
Be as you wish to seem.

Dec is a mth for gatherings.

2009-12-17T23:53:00.003+08:00

Tada!!

MOnDAY!!!!

2009-12-13T22:18:00.012+08:00

Things are gg fine. I am good, everything is inplace except for me being wishywashy...Haiz.
Nt sure if sony or cannon is gd?...
Naa its okie do not need to waste my brain cells for such things. Finally i see light!??? Why do i always need to lose it before i knw the importance n value to me.

Tada, really heart my children a lot,they will always crack funny things that is e least expected...WHAHAHAH

Somebody says:
If we do not find anything very pleasant, at least we shall find something new.

Stephennie !!!!

2009-12-08T22:30:00.002+08:00

Wow time fliesssss....HHAhAHA Dec!!! Gosh so many things unaccomplish. =X
ARGH will update pics soon. A lot of things gg on in my life. Well Steph will only magnify the gd things n forget abt the bad things.HAHA

Dun forget me!!~~

Really dunno....Wat i want... ^_^**

2009-11-22T22:02:00.011+08:00

Should i or should i not? Haha jus like to be or not to be. So simple yet so profound.

Trust-Do we trust one easily? Easier say than done,nvm time will tell ya.

Better start to curb the spending monster in me.

Somebody says:
Nothing matters very much, and very few things matter at all

Should i...?????

2009-11-21T23:17:00.001+08:00

Totally need a new cam...=_=...

2009-11-16T23:29:00.012+08:00

STILL:
Totally need a new cam...=_=...

Those of you who think you know everything are annoying those of us who do.

2009-11-12T20:33:00.005+08:00

Totally heart this entry by Anna Karenina =)

****************************************************************************************
TO MY GOLFBALLS
By Anna Karenina

When things in your life seem almost too much to handle,
when 24 Hours in a day is not enough,
remember the mayonnaise jar and 2 cups of coffee.

A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him.

When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls.

He then asked the students, if the jar was full.
They agreed that it was.

The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls.

He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was.

The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous 'yes.'

The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar, effectively filling the empty space between the sand.
The students laughed.

"Now," said the professor, as the laughter subsided,
"I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life."

The golf balls are the important things - God, family, children, health, friends, and favorite passions – Things that if everything else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full.

The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, house, and car.

The sand is everything else - literally the small stuff.

"If you put the sand into the jar first," he continued,
"there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls. The same goes for life."

If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff, you will never have room for the things that are important to you.

So...

Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness.
Spend time with your family.
Play With your children.
Take time to get medical checkups.
Take your partner out to dinner.

"Take care of the golf balls first - the things that really matter. Set your priorities. The rest is just sand."

One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented. The professor smiled.

"I'm glad you asked. It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem, there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend."

Share this with other "Golf Balls" in your life! :D

Somebody says:
Smile, it's the second best thing you can do with your lips.

A positive attitude may not solve all moi problems, but it will annoy enough people to make it worth the effort

2009-11-07T23:32:00.014+08:00

First time to Chilis with Candis & Dylan...Nice though portion is huge haha.

Ken's bday!!! OOOOH....interesting cake that i chose.Owe steven SGD...Heart it!!!

Grp pic with the 10 sec timer....Cum to think of it my cam like gg to CMI already...-_-"""

Adel's Bday, not many pics taken coz feel soooo tired.HAHA.Also the cam really CMI.

Somebody says:
Sometimes I need what only you can provide: your absence.

=_="" & ^_^v

2009-11-01T23:21:00.009+08:00

Will share more on it soon. =X

I am fine =)

2009-10-24T00:09:00.008+08:00

Wow a couple of happie events for me to look forward!!

So fun!Maybe being a pawn is good too, at least its not up to me to make decision, since this will nvr flow to mine side. =)

We r both lousy walker. =_=...

Sat & Sun classes will always be happy with children like them...Can u feel that am trying to perk myself up.Yuppie!! 36% more i will be fully charge up..

Somebody says:
The problem is not with the person...But with the way we look at the person

Our health always seems much more valuable after we lose it.

2009-10-21T22:23:00.006+08:00

Finally went to visit my eyes after a visit to GP.

Talking or neg?...Na or am plain bored? NO am working okie...

Hey whr has PH gone to??....Left only Wong?...Hmmmm am still working...

Okie PH is back, thus Wong is being blocked... Yuppie gg home sooon...

Too stress & tired to wash my hair....Thus visit Kelly Saloon, my another best friend.

Somebody says:
Sometimes the most urgent and vital thing you can possibly do is take a complete rest.

DATES!!!~~~~

2009-10-20T00:06:00.003+08:00

Dates that r worth thinking for moi....

Finally am in the ber-months...WOOO!!!Absolutely heart moi ber-months, rock i think!!!

Oct 21-Last jab for c.c!!!
Oct 29-Finally visiting eye specialist again.PHEW!~
Oct 30-On leave!
Nov 4 -KB bday!! Treat him?... Of coz if he is in sg=)
Nov 6 -Celebrate hpskyc bday
Nov 7 -BFF birthday, i KNOW wat to buy for her.HAHA, i think i am good i know so swift..But shld i include Bella...HMMMM... I think better not else he always thinks we include him when there is $$ involment.
Nov 18-Zec bday!!! Ask him to think of his own present. =)
Nov 26 -Scholar & KT celebration day=>PSLE result.
Dec 6 -W.O.W day but not sure if my friend want to include me in the celebration, play by the ear yeah!
Dec 15-WHHHHEEEE another 7 more mths to go!!
Dec 26-Dec 30-On leave
Dec 31-gg & bert's bday present!!~~~

==Must arrange visit to my LV's children gang hse==Else they will forget moi... Sad...

Stop the habit of wishful thinking and start the habit of thoughtful wishes.

2009-10-15T23:09:00.004+08:00

XOXO

Sometimes its hard for ppl to understand wat we r thinking. NVM. Naaa. Its alrite. JIAYOU JIAYOU.

Really like the statement by kenkwa on "Work is only part of my life, moi principle completes my life"

OOOOH HOOOOO... Wow today morning, so scary...Shock...Haha. But so funny.

Suddenly tot of a funny incident back in MS food court.
Simple instruction:No almonds pls. I will pay xtra $ for more longans but the auntie SAY NO company policy. Argh... Then i almost inch into the store and explain again. BUT too many on-lookers,thus i give up. Its not abt the $ am jus so trying to explain it.

JUST FOR LAUGH...SINCE ITS FRIday!!~~~~HOOOOOOWOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOO

Yeahh,am still normal. ^_^v

Somebody says:
Habit is second nature, or rather, ten times nature.

On the way to what you planned to happen, something even better comes along.

2009-10-11T19:58:00.015+08:00

ChicChek on my neck. EH dunno how to explain i guess its like slightly hurt or ajar. Lucky am using p.p last pathetic salonpas. Phew =_="

Eh work from home, conclusion-very hungry.More junkies go down my tummy then normal work day.Bleh!

Lia's big day & Georgi's kabaya

This is my house area u know its during 1978????!!!

EH WHILE UPLOADIN PICS, kamalf told me a shit thing.
AS THOUGH ME & ADEL EVER WANTED THAT TO HAPPEN. PUI!

Somebody says:
If you see ten troubles coming down the road, you can be sure that nine will run into the ditch before they reach you.

Diligas Steph =(

2009-10-08T23:22:00.006+08:00

呼吸真的会痛吗?....会

Thanks thanks adel for today.Thanks for your company,ur present,ur presence & ur everything.

你總說　時間還很多　你可以等我
以前我不懂得　未必明天　就有以後

想念是會呼吸的痛　它活在我身上所有角落
哼你愛的歌會痛　看你的信會痛　連沈默也痛

Some song says:
我發誓不讓你等候　陪你做想做的無論什麼
我越來越像貝殼　怕心被人觸碰　你回來那就好了

Confuse...Uber confuse day...

2009-10-04T20:58:00.012+08:00

Good Good, glad that am fine.

Saw this on TV,OMG!!HAHA. All the characters look so 3D!

Let's see how good is ZamBuk...Check 3 working days later.

Dinner @ Botak Jones with my 2 mp cell phone.

My sunday angels...Thanks for them to perk up my day though its HARD, real HARD to wake up early on Sunday =P Thanks!

Courtesy to KaiBin, finally gotten hand on durian MOONcake.

My encounter with ASTRO boy =P.WAT TO DO SO LONG DIN GET TO SEE TEEADE, HVE TO GET A REPLACEMENT =_=

Notice something...Hmm my hair seems to be unstriaght?! Not sure did i request it to be like this or...Need to trim trim, do smthing, hope teeade hear it =P.

As per topic, today is a confuse day, very very confuse.Its ok, hopefully things will turn out fine after a sleep.GO!GO!GO! Tell me about it, i can just jolly hibernate in my own world.So sad =P.

Somebody says:
It takes less time to do things right than to explain why you did it wrong.

你知道，生命中最重要的男人，这几个字代表的意义吗?

2009-09-29T00:40:00.004+08:00

I will def miss him =) AHH... with his laughter,scream,whine...HAHA.
On his last lesson tonight he cracks a silly joke, whose bag is this and where is my bag? This may sound so not funny,but his face is so classic. I heart it =)

Wow honest us, pick up a bby storm, try ways & means to contact the owner. Even called starhub,provide them with the SIM card no. inform the owner to contact us. CooolX rite.Hope what goes ard cums ard.... =)

How long more can i hold on to this?...Neither am i sure about it...BUT jiayou ba.
Till one day, one fine day i think i can't hold on to it anymore i will let go gracefully.

Good Steph. NO RICE.NOODLES.BEEHOON.6 more days to go...
Stress to the uber max....e whole day, a bit restless.=_=...
But i think sushi's rice is diff rite?
Maggie mee is not mee rite?
HAHA how long more can i tahan this>>>>
Bowel obstruction (or intestinal obstruction) is a mechanical or functional obstruction of the intestines, preventing the normal transit of the products of digestion. It can occur at any level distal to the duodenum of the small intestine and is a medical emergency. Although many cases are not treated surgically, it is a surgical problem.

Somebody says:
一个人的改变常常是因为喜欢上一个人,我?改变了吗?因为你,有了更多从来没有的幼稚行为... ....OH MAN....

Life is something that happens when you can't get to sleep.

2009-09-26T00:08:00.008+08:00

Actually am uber tired but just cun knock out.

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Moi Lia getting marrried,so happi for her, thought abt those days that they jus know each other & now. WOW its real hard to be with the one u love & being able to live with. So proud of her.

4 yrs back?

And now? Wheee Def take more pics on her wedding day...Congrats!
(...Eh crop my addy away)

Guess where am i & wat am i doing?Where's Stephhy???So shack face -_-

Funni day, meet up my ex-ex-ex-colleague for lunch, we r in same color..WT haha.
Look as though am crying, haha but the haze really make my eyes stay red & watery. Nose start to show violent reaction too =(

Trying to think real hard whr is this place...BUT I CUN remember...-_-

Somebody says:
Can i be the one to everyone?....[A face that radiate hope]
因为你的幸福，开始学会退让的勇气... ...

A word of encouragement during a failure is worth more than an hour of praise after success.

2009-09-23T23:38:00.009+08:00

ITS SO NOT NOT NICE TO BE MISUNDERSTOOD.
NVM AS LONG AS PEEPS WHO KNOW ME, KNOW ME, IS ENUFFFFF.
WHO CARES ABT ELSE MORTALS -_-...

EH....AH.....I NEED TO RANT OUT.....AHHHHHHHHHH
AM UBER TIRED, OKIE WILL ZZZ NOW AFTER I READ 1 CHAPTER...
I NEED SUPRISE, I NEED PRESENTS.

TELL ME ABT IT I WILL TELEPORT TO HOUGANG/AMK/TPY/BUKIT TIMAH/SERANGOON IF U TELL ME THERE'S PRESENT FOR MOI =p

Gerrrrr finally send me pics, guess they were taken 1 mth ++ ago? WOOOH time flies when u r @ ... ....

Somebody says:
Correction does much, but encouragement does more. Encouragement after censure is as the sun after a shower.

There are no mistakes or failures, only lessons.

2009-09-21T23:00:00.003+08:00

HAIZ... Really sometimes miss teeade. The days whereby we turned our head, we nudged each other elbow, we kicked each other leg or we give super comments. The days in the washroom, HAHA... BUT its ok ba, maybe becoz of this we will becume more efficient rite. Also will make us closer. I really need to go overseas!!!!!

Yes yes there is still a surprise awaiting, HAHA will reveal sooon. SO fun...NAAAA actually its nothing much though. =) But still =P

Somebody says:
Instead of trying so hard to avoid what you do not want to become in your life, focus on who you are and who you are becoming.

The energy of the mind is the essence of life.

2009-09-20T23:33:00.002+08:00

GOSH!!!!!
G-O-S-H!!!!!

Uber great day!!! Apart from my cell seems to be giving me issues, no calls no smses cuming in...EHHH initially i tot no one looking for me hmmm till i realise its moi cell having issue.

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A bit tired to share tonite, in short i believe $$ do perform wonders!! teeade really!!
AND SO..., i agree on this, everyone uber deserves a SECOND chance OK~@@

We all have big changes in our lives that are more or less a second chance given to us.THUS i decided to give someone a second chance too. ^_^

Guess what it was such a relieve to myself!!! Gosh never felt this good till today.

PLS LOVE CONSCIOUSLY AS I LEARN A VALUABLE LESSON TODAY..

The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost ANYTIME.

Thanks & i love you!

最喜欢的永远只有原来那一个,重新再买的永远不会一样

2009-09-15T22:12:00.010+08:00

Candid shots of me having nic on my bed.
Silly us, wake up on a sunday a.m nothing better to do.
Hahahha he is trying to hide from taking pics.So opposite from moi...

Adel is shit lor, haha coz am shit too.Great shit thinks alike!~ Monday am really kinda busy thus i did nt have time to ring her or text her...Well apparently she tot i am gg to be MIA.-_-".Well she literally got mad with one guy, HAHA thinking that it must be him tellin tales to moi to make me upset with her. I won't lor.Well as you know, apart from you, there is no another BFF for me to show moi poopoo, experience life-time stuff with me. SO do not worry okie, i will only neglect U if...u r able to bring Mount Fuji to Singapore =P Heart & Love ya deepdeep.

Somebody says:
世界上的人，都在追逐愛情，可是愛情就跟北極熊一樣，隔著鏡頭，覺得牠很可愛，
實際靠近牠，被牠狠狠踩過一腳，就知道什麼叫做到想死.

输赢不重要，重要的是大家在一起

2009-09-13T21:58:00.011+08:00

A rare sunday whereby i get to sleep till 12++.WOW,done a couple of eventful stuff, gotten some boxes from IKEA, YEah, get to eat my meatballs/salmon/spag...Gosh thot am too full for dinner...BAD rain when we r on the way to IKEA, tot we hve to give the drift a miss..Hmm apparently the weather change for the better when we r half way thru in IKEA =) HOHOHO, HOT, HOT, HOT uber HOT day, under the sun, though with my brolly but still? Hmm heard abt a news today. NAaaa, not so happi though, but i really dunno, i need power, FULL power for me to continue walk down the lane. JIAYOU moi okie.

On the way to IKEA =)

Bad bad rain =(

My melody eye is BADly swelling =( =(

Happy s.s on the way to Kallang =)=)

Kallang Carpark A

Hot hot hot day =(=(=(

Moi 2nd fav drink after h2o =)=)=)

Somebody says:
只要有你在的地方，世界就在我脚下，就连摘星星这样的事情我都觉得有可能... ...

Whose world am i in?

2009-09-11T00:47:00.002+08:00

In a world where everyone is finding fault with me, i hope that you r standing alongside with me.

In a world where everyone is blaming me on all the mistakes, i hope that you r there telling me, those valuable lessons i have learn from the mistakes.

In a world where everyone is claiming am always in the wrong, i hope that you r there telling me 10 wrongs make 1 right.

In a world where everyone is scolding vulgarities , i hope that you r there telling me the way those profanities come out from my mouth sounds not so bad.

In a world where everyone abandon me, i hope that you will tell me, though at times you do not see me, but you are able to find me through my voice.

****Because****

(Verse1)
I waited for so long, you showed me you were the one,
I gave you my heart, right from the very start so,
Every time you lied, I knew inside
Get another chance, I was hurting, I was broken
I stayed to long and so that's why, you didn't think that I knew wrong

(Chorus)
It's all because, I loved you, (because) I held you, (because) I believed you,
You're not what I needed, (because) I'm stronger,
(Because) I'm better, (because) without ya, you'd thought I'd be in pieces,
Because, because, I loved ya, (because) I loved ya, (because) I loved ya

(Verse2)
You gave me, just one thing, for taking from the beginning
You left me, a heart ache, how much more could I take,
With every alibi, that made me cry, I still gave you more,
I should've given up, when I had had enough,
But I stayed to long, that's why, you didn't think that I knew wrong,

(Chorus)

(Verse3)
I made a mistake of giving me to you,
I made a mistake of loving you, x4

090909

2009-09-09T00:44:00.003+08:00

Awesome!!!
Today or rather yesterday was an amazingly freaking effing uber power day. Not sure why, though yes my melody left eye turn red but i think am still feeeeling GREAT!!

Too bad today am unable to impact 2-body hahaha. But anyway no issues i still think am coolx.

ONE PRECIOUS LESSON I LEARNT:
ITS ALL IN UR EFFING MIND...

Eye specialist....HMM yes i will go soon okie. ARGH!!!

<<有时候能放的下也是一种幸福>>

2009-09-05T22:43:00.004+08:00

如果我喜欢你,根本不会希望你做任何改变,因为现在的你已经是一百分了

请不要在盈芝无力反抗的时候靠近她, 因为她会失去自卫的本能......

LALALALA, eventful day, work/teach/shop(1Xdress/KT's bday present/Gugu's HP). Then get to eat my fav Fish Steamboat i think?HAHAHAH i heart that, its uber nice, the boss always say the same thing, i will ask ALL my cook to prepare ONLY ur dishes the rest can wait...-_-'''' GD customer service but so funny, coz a, not sure how many umpteen times he has told his customer on this. WHAHAHA.

Somebody says:
河水从来不会逆流 ,所以我对你的感觉也不会回头 ...

G.L.A.D->Great.Life.And.Delectation

2009-09-04T00:04:00.007+08:00

***05092009***
This is a very special day for me, NO not because am going to change but rather am going to improvise myself entirely!!!

Somethings changed on 04092009,guess its a new beginning for me, i will def cherish it cause this is something that am so looking forward to.

I promise myself, am gg to be taking MTR every other day okie!Save $,Save the earth =)B.S...

Thx for the TLC, i will be a Stronger & the Strongest person in my sanguine planet =)

Busy day, everyday in/out. When do i ever stop & ponder, look ard, see the environment of my house.Sometimes things change w/o us noticing.
So i decided to slow down my footstep, pay attention to every single detail...HAHA TRY LA...At least i attempt to try? =)

Hmm, not to burn bridge is def true. Its not nice u see, yes i saw that. Ok will stick with the initial plan den... ...

....When am uber sure am getting a BOLD, kamalf has to show me this... -_-...
http://maemo.nokia.com/ , lucky am nt touch screen fan SIAH!!!

Somebody says:
When love is not madness, it is not love

H.A.P.P.Y->Having.A.Powerful.Perfect.Year (2009)

2009-09-02T23:34:00.008+08:00

Stresssss!! To the max. Not that i really need it, but just think that its good to own it la...But nope, save $$$... Given that my existing wallet & bag r serving mi fine...
Haha, it seems to be calling my name...But no worries i won't anyhow spend $$.

When am in the washroom, walking towards polo, i told Georgina, IF, they hve black & pink or black & gold, i will buy, coz am looking for it for so long...HMM well in dramas this always happen, BIG yes, they will def have it & finally i bought it. RITE after Georgina told me...Darren bought a cotton tee for 140SGD, and we hve to make ourselves happy within our limit, life is too short for u to ponder & regret. Given that Georgina has gone through a rough patch recently. WOW upon hearin dat, i said, can i hve a new piece?....

BUT once i paid up, i realise i have another new bag,new wallet & new key pouch stil nt yet celebrate their open ceremony? BUT AM STILL SAVING $!

The sales lady intro a dress to me, its kids size... ... Then she say i might be able to wear it,so i try. WHAHAH, i show her its kinda short, i cun bend down and hve big action and movements, she said its just nice...Then i bend down & ask her what color is moi panties? She said black.
I gave her this face -_-.

Hooray am getting a new phone.So adel & i can perform BBY instant messenger so FUN!!!And i will be able to bedazzle it!!! Hoooray!

CUM ON STOP SAYING AM WASTING $$ U MORTALS!! WHEN AM WORKING,TEACHING U MORTALS R SLACKING,RESTING,SHOPPING...=) From:Sunshine Steph in her own world XXOO.

OK i am a happy person, though am having loose bowels for 2 days...Tonight dinner still eat malay rice with harden machiam stone-like potato,yucky fried eggs,cold tofu. So reach home...PASS out all again =X Waste $ & Waste space....

Somebody says:
一個人活了二十六年又二個月還不是活得好好的!
人生，終究還是一個人的人生。

只有全速奔馳，才是有價值的人生。

2009-09-01T00:18:00.023+08:00

Wow this post heavy content SIAH!!!!

***What is the role that i am playing?***

A powerful daughter?
An awesome sister?
A dedicated family member?
An amazing friend?
A teacher?
An account admin?

I dunno...Sometimes moi seems to be always unable to fulfill my role adequately.
Seems to be lacking someway or another.Sometimes being able to compart the unhappiness or upsetting stuff somewhere might be good.Well to some beings they may take it as self-delusion. BUT to me i think is savor the moment =). Well its uber hard to mould or train ppl to think exactly like u, thus the best way is to COVER ur heart & eyes to ignore stuff dat make u detest. Life is too short for u to harbor bad feelins & feeling perturbed, scolding profanities every other day....

BUT dun worry abt me, am SUNSHINE Steph Siah!!Remember???!!!! ha ha ha ha.

While whining this post, dad walk past,commented, HAIR NOT DRY,SO LATE DUN WAN TO SLP, THEN TMR MORNING, DRAMA AGAIN...PLS PLS PLS, FETCH ME TO WORK,ONLY ONE DAY -_-'''''

So to prove him wrong, i will take the million dollar transport,use crawl also must be UP from my effing bed.HAHAhHAHA.

Today 3 new children join moi Monday nite class.Not too bad, one of them is wearing a hearing aid, mum told me to be careful, sometimes he will off it, sometimes the aid will be loose and i need to adjust for him. So i have to take note of the 'beep''beep' sound... -_-...The other gal, can u imagine, i forget her name at this point of time...She looks a bit like my previous child care gal,Hannah Tabitha, nice!!Very quiet but smarty gal.Well hopefully few months down the road they r able to acquire the skill of accessing onset sounds too...WHahahahha....Term report is cuming again...Deadline end Sept...Good Luck Stephy!!

Well,finally took some pics of my new life, haha, environment change,journey change (still trying to get use to the route...),but am still mi!!!Pink...Being Hilarious...Trying to be calm but fail...Somethings if u nvr try u wil not know the goodness in it. =)

Moi team + room mates =)

Moi Colleagues =P

My workplace =)
Am really trying to help him...JIAYOU!!!Give him 2 more months okie....

Moi family =)

STRESS!!! 1:26AM...Anyway nxt week no class!!!Hooray one week term break i heart it, pls pls pls ppl ask me out to shop/sing/space out/steamboat/seafood paradise/sushi/snooze...on M/T/S/S okie !!!!!
Am a 'S' gal...SIAH!!!

Somebody says:
這就是我對你的真心你值得被真心對待...