" MOVE ON. It's just a chapter in THE PAST. But don't close the book. JUST TURN THE PAGE."

I AM GOOD BUT AM NOT ANGEL,
I COMMIT SIN BUT AM NOT DEVIL,
I AM PRETTY BUT NOT BEAUTIFUL,
I HAVE FRIENDS BUT AM NOT PEACEMAKER,
I AM JUST A SMALL HUMAN TRYING TO FIND SOME FAIRNESS IN THIS EFFING PLACE

STRESSSS to the MAXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX




Somebody says:
" Enjoy the moment with all your might... whether it's gloomy, whether it's bright!"

My Blog

Yes and Yup i know this is my blog, so i have the right to rant all i want right.

1st: While waiting for train on the way home today, i saw an auntie dash into the train while the door is closing what the MF. Then i scream... Then this man beside us was talking to his friend on the phone. He told his friend. OH a lady nearly being squash by the train door, and everyone are laughing!!! I did not laugh. just giggle in shock as i dun expect ppl to dash in like dat.!!!

That's how squeezy the train is at 6+++



2nd:!!!!!EFFFINGGGGG disgusting can!!! But Ong says we cannot do anything to such imbecile behaviour. Personally i maybe a bit overboard, BUT PLSSSS any women who accidentally ponder upon my blog please do not allow yourself to stupe till that LOW.

He f all kinds of women.
student/mother&daughter/ol/beer-aunty/relatives...

Hope his penis get rotten.

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Somebody says:

Often attitudes are kindled in the flame of others’ convictions.

It's not the will to win, but the will to prepare to win that makes the difference.

Yes!!!! Although i was on leave on last Mon & Tue...I took SickLeave on Thurs...WHY????
Because my left eye surrender =x.So sad... Old wives tale says this is NOT eye infection, must be me spotted some things haha.Cheeky things like 5 X rasins? Hmmm Maybe, maybe NOT! =)



Spotted a SHREK pillow somewhere, heard that this used to be free from MAC.Too bad i do not have one... SO sad =( Thought with pictures means its mine. Haha apparently the owner says NO, its rubbish & not funny. Lalalalala. But Adel was there to vouch this is mine...





Finally after i think abt 4weeks, finally gotten a chance to wear shorts!!!!Hoooray, due to my weekend classes guess have not being wearing shorts for sometime. Hahaha.Nothing to be happy but at least i think this is. Hmmm this week no class, BUT i forget!!! Hmmm anyway good rest for a week. JiaYou ba!!!









YEs today i tell adel that i LOVE my room & i think thats nothing i am short of. So proud of myself to be so content!WellDone Steph!!! [Ah The!!!!!]



Nic's Room




Stephennie took What does your birthday say about you? quiz and the result is July

LET'S SEE IS THIS TRUE OR BULLSHIT.
Fun to be with.OK
Secretive. SORT OF
Difficult to fathom and to be understood.BINGO!!
Quiet unless excited or tensed.SOMETIMES NEED MEDICINE
Takes pride in oneself.YES I AM!
Has reputation.EH...Crap...
Easily consoled.PRESENT!!!
Honest.YES!!TOTALLY
Concerned about people's feelings.A BIT,DEPENDS ON WHO LIKE ADEL,BELLA THOSE. Tactful. WHAHAHA MORE OF DEFENSIVE...
Friendly. WHO ELSE IF NOT ME
Approachable. AGREEE!!!
Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. OH YES THIS IS SO STEPHHY
Moody and easily hurt. DAT EXPLAINS WHY I HAVE SO LIMITED NO. OF FRIEND
Witty and sparkly. WHAHHAA SUNSHINE STEPH!!!
Not revengeful. NOPE, SO WRONG!!!!
Forgiving but never forgets.HMM SELDOM FORGIVE,NEVER FORGET
Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. WHO SAYS, I AM NONSENSE U KNOW.
Guides others physically and mentally. DEPENDS.
Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. THATS CANCERIAN TRAITS RITE...
Caring and loving. ME 2!!!!
Treats others equally. NO, AT TIMES I WEAR COLOURED GLASS ***
Strong sense of sympathy.NOT TO CAT I THINK?
Wary and sharp. BLUR IS A TOTALLY OPPOSITE OF SHARP
Judges people through observations. OBSERVE BUT NOT SO USEFUL [AH THE!!!!!]
Hardworking. THANK YOU, SHOULD BE KIASU
No difficulties in studying.THEN WHY AM I BLOGGING HERE [AH THE x 10000!!!!]

Not so true but partial bullshit!

Somebody says:
We all have ability. The difference is how we use it.

A word of encouragement during a failure is worth more than an hour of praise after success.

Happy today, finally Clarisse & Rachelle are willing to come into class, of course there will be the 5 mins of separation anxiety to overcome for them.
Amber,Paige,Carmen,Akinesh,Ethan,YingXuan are amazing too!!! Thanks for a wonderful Monday evening. Haha, suddenely my phone ring X 2 in class. No choice have to pick up, but it happen to be a Chinese Speaking lady, i said [I will call you back](In Mandarin) OOPSSS!!! Should not have done that. Then YingXuan was so surprised, she said? Eh,T.Stephennie you can speak Chinese? I think she assume am not able to speak Mandarin. But her reaction was very funny ... Hee hee

Saw a cat climbing up a tree, isn't this fasincation? But Adel says it normal -_-''.

Hopefully Bella,Merah,Adel & Me able to have our dinner gathering on Wed...Since DEC lor....

LOOOKS LIKE one animal.... Guess??? Haha....Whahhaha...




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Somebody says:
Correction does much, but encouragement does more. Encouragement after censure is as the sun after a shower.

Share our similarities, celebrate our differences.

Went for class...
Went to AMK HUB to search for things...
Went to China Sq to find Thierry...
Went to Beach RD for Dinner...
All along i brough my effing BIG & HEAVY bag around...
Now while ranting here... My shoulder is aching. The writing hand shoulder.

Tmr what shall i do, Hmm i will mop my room,shop W/O spending $,go for class in the evening,Naa not gg library,i will read Pride & Prejudice Okie...Once finish will re-read shopaholic series...Dislike the feeling of having to remember not to FORGET the due date.

ARGH... ...

Today i buy a CARROT+ORANGE juice.Hmm the carrot taste is like 88%. So rabbity.
Upon entering this POST, i promise NO MORE CARBONATED DRINKS!!!!!! [coke,pepsi,7-up those kind]
The next step will be no more BARCODE SWEETENED DRINKS.
[This exclude milk & pink dolphin =)]

NO ONE CALL/EMAIL me...Hmm nevermind lets wait okie.




ROCKBAND nite~~




Somebody says:
The more you praise and celebrate your life, the more there is in life to celebrate.

T3

T3 !!!
Strawberry+Banana Juice SHOULD NOT add with condense milk OKIE!!! So turn off, if thats the case why would i order fruit juice! -_-''

I like rock band... So fun!






















Somebody says:
Independence is happiness.

If you can't change your fate, change your attitude.

Wheeee... Tired day = Tired gal = Grumpy/EMO/rude/no nonsense/not enough sleep me.

I have decided that once i gotten at least 10K from it i will stop okie.

Haha... Yes yes i have gotten my shampooo & conditioner.HOOORAY, but really heavy, no joke.



My non-writting arm is full of rashes... But i think its worth it...



A happy but SUPER tired person.



I like my ICR friends, as they r my friends not colleague. As colleague to me is only 'hi','bye','Going for lunch','See you'. If there is any chance, i will take pictures with them for keepsake. =)

First & foremost,i am not an effing racist,sexist,prejudice person.
BUT i really dislike D.O.M to the max.

Incident [1]
I was walking along the shophouse, then i heard a bird 'tweettweet' sound from behind. I tilt my head to take a look. Side eye i see a man. So i walked faster. Then he started babbling weird things in mandarin.
[Yes i have a bird in my pocket, not knife or saw, WOMAN,always bring trouble to people, ought to be kill...WT...Holly molly melody!!!!]
I am practically walking in a speed that is consider incredibly fast for a rainy day, with heels you know...

The scene effing angry.

Incident [2]

Waiting for my fruit juice in front of a stall. Was holding my uber heavy shampoo & conditioner X 6.Thus i put them down on the table and take a rest.
This D.O.M was standing beside me, suddenly he stand beside me, and ask me....
[WHERE SELL FRUIT?]
I looked at him, then i looked at the store, then i looked at the owner then i looked back at him, finally i look down.Really dun wish to waste my tiniest effort to talk to people like that...



Welll but this depicts our life too right? Not everything is smooth and nice. Sometimes things do happen which is not within our control. We are not able to change it, but we can try to adapt it. Well Say dear, PLEASE PREACH IT then... -_-''. Hoooray next monday & tuesday am on leave. Will be doing many many eventful things so exciting.

Good Night.!~

Somebody says:
I try to avoid looking forward or backward, and try to keep looking upward.

Don't find fault. Find a remedy.

Every day, in every way, I am getting better and better.....

Yup hopefully i am getting better recovering from all the nonsensical stuff. Hmmpf. Its hard to make a decision, esp those that will have great impact. If a decision is commit too fast, it will be a mistake. Expensive mistake to learn. But if you r indecisive...you will lose a rare opportunity.

Yup i would like to have a farewell dinner on Friday,The Sanur Indonesian Restaurant? @ Taka. Yippppe!!!

Yucks i hate thunder and lightning.!
Remember there was once i took a cab to my opposite road coz of the effing heavy rain....

Since friday... i did not have sufficent sleep, not those kind that i wish for 7/8 hours.
I meant a decent 3/4 hours. WTcow...

Daddy says i cannot sell fruit juice because i cannot cut an apple...Daddy says he rather everyday i spend $15 bucks to saloon wash my hair than flying to HK buy my shampoo. HOW...my stocks are depleting... any kind soul can help me find? Adel say can find it in SG...If tmr i visit the shop in suntec have, surely will buy a dozen to stock it. A dozen is not a lot you know...Since its not luxury, its NECCESSITY.

PLssss with sugar & caramel on top....-_-''



Sleepy but cun sleep, eye lid being twitching very badly...Lightning continue to strike like nobody business....Ahew....I miss my books,my movies,my library,my children...TIME...Let me try finding for you okie.






Hahaha saw this when trying to research more about wisdom tooth. Gonna extract it X 4.
THIS IS CUTE???not...


GOGOGOGOOGOGO!!!!Stephennie!!!!!!!!You can do it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
While typing this still saw lightning and hear thunder...Cun they be replace with rainbows and pink sparkles????

Something to share abt:


Tonight I can write the saddest lines
by Pablo Neruda

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.

Write, for example,’The night is shattered
and the blue stars shiver in the distance.’

The night wind revolves in the sky and sings.

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too.

Through nights like this one I held her in my arms
I kissed her again and again under the endless sky.

She loved me sometimes, and I loved her too.
How could one not have loved her great still eyes.

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
To think that I do not have her. To feel that I have lost her.

To hear the immense night, still more immense without her.
And the verse falls to the soul like dew to the pasture.

What does it matter that my love could not keep her.
The night is shattered and she is not with me.

This is all. In the distance someone is singing. In the distance.
My soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.

My sight searches for her as though to go to her.
My heart looks for her, and she is not with me.

The same night whitening the same trees.
We, of that time, are no longer the same.

I no longer love her, that’s certain, but how I loved her.
My voice tried to find the wind to touch her hearing.

Another’s. She will be another’s. Like my kisses before.
Her voice. Her bright body. Her infinite eyes.

I no longer love her, that’s certain, but maybe I love her.
Love is so short, forgetting is so long.

Because through nights like this one I held her in my arms
my soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.

Though this be the last pain that she makes me suffer
and these the last verses that I write for her.

Somebody says:
You can't have a better tomorrow if you are thinking about yesterday all the time.