Dun even know how it happen...

My gal is coming 3 mths!!! Hooray!!! supposingly her 4th trimester will end.
Like the feeling of her in my arms...her innocent expression and priceless smile.... Nahh bb will nt be spoilt when they are less than 4 mths, all the more they r nt manipulative wif their cries. They are just expressing their needs. These are what i constantly remind myself when am gg crazy wif the wailings, haha, But haiz minus a chanel,lv or gucci does nt imply am saving money...here comes the bb apparels, feeding accessories, books, toys........... Somemore me n hub use our bb to find excuse in chging the window n fix an aircon in the living rm. Damn it...

My life currently is not mundane... Just full of Elthea tskkk we are still trying to be good parents! This was actually updated with her in my left arm!

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Day 80

Time & Sanity Check

Wow time flies... My gal will be 2 mths soon. Hmm apparently by using time flies is inappropriate.Time din flies! In fact more of crawling past me...
When my super nanny left, i was lost, literally panic max. Bathing, feeding, coaxing, diapering all seems to be a chore. What happen to my ideal baby of giving beautiful pose, cutie face,wearing nice clothing and enjoyable mood??

What turns out to be is a... grouchy, fussing, unable to sleep, irregular feeding time and milk spitting baby.:(:(:(  + her jaundice.... Haiz. Parenting is not easy. ITS OF 3 Csss COMMITMENT, CARE, CONCERN. There is a chinese saying...Bringing up a child to their 100 yrs old, Worrying for 99 yrs.
Totally true, esp for 1st time parent.
I read from somewhere that bb are not as fragile as we think. BUT still scared rite.

Felt so demoralized @ times seems like a lousy mommy,lucky there is a support grp in fbook for aug mommy dat keep my sanity check. Bathing, Peeing, Pooing seems that i need to catch the timing. Not forgetting pumping??? Whahahha, again i read somewhere that i hve to make jokes out of bb behavior so dat i will be happier.

I felt very thankful that my super nanny is able to double up as my bb sitter since her oct confinement play her out.W/o her i would be so freaking lost. As for my hub, knowing that he is not a domestic person like me, but i can see that he is trying to help me at least mentally. Nice people like adelind... Help me buy pad tskkk who says bfeed menses wont come so fast, drop by so i can bath properly. Jas, Mandy, Phebe and some mommies giving me their earnest advice. All these ppl i tell u are god send. My ah yi doris, gugu, cousins, parents... Dropping by to help out. LOOK all these ppl are not free ok they have their lives to lead and things to do, they are just pure helpful and willing to lend me an helping hand.  T.H.A.N.K Y.O.U


Seeing my gal progress everyday is one of the biggest present i have received... Though my pocket hole is getting bigger and bigger!!

Songs dat i hve been singing to her in a frequent mode:
U r my sunshine
I luv u
London Bridge
Happy Birthday 

Train to be a leader (yeah dun judge me)


Toys:
A foc blue rattle
A foc pink hard plastic rattle
A playpen mobile bought buy his papa
Black & White DIY flashcard


I am Growing!!!! C FOR URSELF

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I have learnt a lot of bby stuff along the way...
1] PURPLE - Yeah this is tough, face it

2]Rid Wind -For 0mth and above to ease the wind within them... Can be mix into breastmilk or formula milk. Gripe Water-Similiar to rid wind but only for 1mth and above infant.


3]Parent define feeding or Child led feeding- Haiz apparently am trying to achieve the first one.

4]Massage her after bath! She luv it! & cycling in the air. Haha.

5]She enjoys me carrying her upright, everytime when i try to chg her position she startes eh eh eh.

6]Growth Spurts (Tell me abt it)

OKiee LOL will update what i have learnt when she is 3mths !!

My Angel landed on 26072012 @ 21:06PM

My Birth Story... 26072012-Thursday.

Home:
Am suppose to attend the weekly meeting in CPFB though am on mc but am working from home. As usual, i felt the similiar cramp sensual that i had been experiencing for sometime so i decided not to go work. Some say first born normally would be late or close to EDD, but what i saw on the forum most of the Aug mommies pop during July. Hmmm... Due to the cramp, hub took leave and request to bring fwd my gynae chck up from Friday to Thursday.

CompassPoint:
Pacing around compass point after getting our queue number, we went to the newly opened Canto Paradise. Not bad the food.:). While walking back to the clinic, i saw my Dr A walking out. (assumingly he went to the washroom). The nurse mentioned that he would be away due to an urgent delivery in TMC postpone chck up to tmr. Hub suggested us to go TMC for a check too since he was already on urgent leave.

TMC:
So happen, once am at the delivery suite, i met Dr A. HAHA, he asked why am i here, i mentioned abt my cramps. He performed some check and stated that am 3cm dilated. He added on (Give birth to9 ok). Am so confuse i was like hallo??? My Cl, my Ml, my part time cleaner... My bag omggg... Lucky my hub was ard, i find am really stressing and freaking out. He went to perform the admission, collect the hospital bag from home and came back for me. 2:30PM-3cm dilated 4-5PM-5-6cm dilated 6-7PM-7-8cm dilated 7-8PM-8-9cm dilated.....

N finally my angel wss delivered at 9:06PM with the assistance of forcep. The moment i saw her... I fell in luv totally with her.

With that, me and my hub swore to protect and love her with our life. I pray for her good health, happiness and safety. xoxo my darl. Thats my birth story of *Elthea Chew HuiEn*

Having Elthea till now 34w5days WOOOOT.now left less than 6 weeks to her popping out, i believe i will miss my pregnancy. HAHA wont say this is an easy journey but definitely one of the memorable piece in my life!!

Totally heart my daddy to the max

He is awesome, wonderful, amazing & the most understanding person i have ever come across. Glad that i belong to part of his life. Thank you for everything!!!!

Nao i know

Nao i know wats e feeling of letting go of a problem,when u are totally oblivious towards something u can really be happie.
Initially it hurts and felt like a coop up n strangle feel but once u realise dat all these are bubbles u can just put it off ur mind. I heart it!

Its true u noe, wat dun kill u makes u stronger!

Finger cross

Argh dislike this feeling, periodically had this uncomfy & stressful feel. still got 5 mths to go. Every lil feel can make me jump, literally worried ttm.

Everything will be fine okie (Steph tell urself 10 times a day)

Yes yes the support i need is big... How big... Bigger den the universe. Tee Heee

Its okie, this is wat i want, and i got wat i want, so i shld cherish and make it happen awesomely.

Jiayou okie for the 2 of us, am waiting for ur arrival patiently.

XOXO

Why?

Sometimes i wish....i just wish so hard...so so so frigging hard
Just dun understand why some people can be so considerate whereas some people just revolve around themselves.

Nvm its okie, coz sky is mine limit,even if the sky really fall on mi, i will use it as my blankie.

Change is never the word to use when you are facing some obstinate ox. Well as far as am concern, change is for the better, maybe one size doesn't fits all.Move on gurl...

Am happy now truly happie, coz things are moving well for the both of us, main target for me, stay focus,healthy and happie. Jus to let you know, you are my driven force to accomplish all the difficult route that i have to face.Difficult route are for ppl who are ascertain in themselves and wanting to make it better.
I believe we will be walking together in a synchronize manner, thank u thank u so much, u r the best thing that had ever happen to me, thanks for giving me this best Nov'2011 present. XOXO <3

wadafuq

Not good, its bad, i dunno very bad. Am sad & feeling lost total trust in believing a person, but its ok i know that god have eyes. Whatever u do u think its right u wil definitely get your karma. Am not gg to dwell on this as i hve bigger dreams to fulfill. Jus to vent out, apart from taking it as a pinch of salt i will slowly make it become a speck of dust. One dat dun affect me in anyway, if this is wat you want i will make it come true.

Everything is still fine and okie, thanks for all the well-wishing, i will continue to jiayou for 2 of us. Tks. xxoo.

Nothing beats family and friends encircling you to make u a stronger and more powerful person. I have many ppl in mind dat i look up to. I will continue to do that.

摔倒后的我,会比最初更坚强