Of all the things you wear, your expression is the most important.

I dun comment doesnt mean i dun care.
I ignore doesnt mean i am feeliness, jus dat am feigning ignorance.
I agree doesnt mean i support just hope to have less conflict.
I dun argue doesnt mean i support, just want some peace in my life.

I knw that am nvr good in ur eyes, from young am being compared and am always the less preferred choice coz u r biased? But its ok to me coz i knw there are other ppl out there hearing n catering to my needs. I understand its unavoidable to compare with other children. But i believe i should be somehow being good to u to a certain extend. But nvm its okie.I always tel myself at least not both dislike me, one out there stil care for me. Hmm its not entirely one party fault i would say. I must have done something or A LOT of things all these years to trigger the unhappiness or bad sentiments. But as we all notice, as we grew older communications btw us is as good as 0. Hopefully nxt time when i have my own i am able to juggle make it a good n healthy r.s.

Saw on bert's msn status:
YOU MAY ONLY BE SOMEONE IN THE WORLD.BUT TO SOMEONE ELSE U MAY BE THE WORLD. WOWOWOWEE

Miss U.Miss U.

Not sure why.

Weird.

Knock knock, is this my blog? I presume yes...

Hmm i tot this is a place for me to share my thoughts and feelings.
Apparently ppl are speculating my feelings jus base on the words that i use???WTF...

Well happie=wrong. healthy=wrong. Sometimes i do think abt my existence in this world. Why do i always have to leave up to ppl expectation? Cun i jus do wat i want? Its not as in am commiting a crime,i am jus doing wat i want to do.

AM not going to share wats in my mind anymore, since to ppl they dun even bother to ask or verify when they r unsure just condemn me.

AM not going to express hw i feel n wat am i going through, since to those ppl am just effing playing a fool.

AM not going to interact/mingle actively if this is the Stephennie dat u all want.I will give it to you.


But still there are hopes.I knw somewhr outthere i will source it out myself.


Somebody says:
Do not teach your children never to be angry; teach them how to be angry.

If you love something, let it go. If it comes back it's yours. If it doesn't, it never really was in the first place

Things dat makes u happy are simple n easily obtainable. IF u r willing to slow down n spend some time looking around. YES i have found it.Previously i walk too fast,to the extend am losing myself. Things that i use to complain n whine seems to be looking so godly n awesomely nice.Have i change? Not sure but i know that currently am really in a tiptop state whereby i can perform well n have an uber clear state of mind.Health wise good to hear that am picking up.

Adelind-Tks for being here with mi, tks for trusting me n support everything dat i do. At times u knw that it might not be the best choice, but u stil respect it coz u knw the choice was from me. XOXO.

































Somebody says:
Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending.”