你知道，生命中最重要的男人，这几个字代表的意义吗?

I will def miss him =) AHH... with his laughter,scream,whine...HAHA.
On his last lesson tonight he cracks a silly joke, whose bag is this and where is my bag? This may sound so not funny,but his face is so classic. I heart it =)



Wow honest us, pick up a bby storm, try ways & means to contact the owner. Even called starhub,provide them with the SIM card no. inform the owner to contact us. CooolX rite.Hope what goes ard cums ard.... =)



How long more can i hold on to this?...Neither am i sure about it...BUT jiayou ba.
Till one day, one fine day i think i can't hold on to it anymore i will let go gracefully.

Good Steph. NO RICE.NOODLES.BEEHOON.6 more days to go...
Stress to the uber max....e whole day, a bit restless.=_=...
But i think sushi's rice is diff rite?
Maggie mee is not mee rite?
HAHA how long more can i tahan this>>>>
Bowel obstruction (or intestinal obstruction) is a mechanical or functional obstruction of the intestines, preventing the normal transit of the products of digestion. It can occur at any level distal to the duodenum of the small intestine and is a medical emergency. Although many cases are not treated surgically, it is a surgical problem.

Somebody says:
一个人的改变常常是因为喜欢上一个人,我?改变了吗?因为你,有了更多从来没有的幼稚行为... ....OH MAN....

Life is something that happens when you can't get to sleep.

Actually am uber tired but just cun knock out.

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Moi Lia getting marrried,so happi for her, thought abt those days that they jus know each other & now. WOW its real hard to be with the one u love & being able to live with. So proud of her.

4 yrs back?


And now? Wheee Def take more pics on her wedding day...Congrats!
(...Eh crop my addy away)


Guess where am i & wat am i doing?Where's Stephhy???So shack face -_-



Funni day, meet up my ex-ex-ex-colleague for lunch, we r in same color..WT haha.
Look as though am crying, haha but the haze really make my eyes stay red & watery. Nose start to show violent reaction too =(



Trying to think real hard whr is this place...BUT I CUN remember...-_-



Somebody says:
Can i be the one to everyone?....[A face that radiate hope]
因为你的幸福，开始学会退让的勇气... ...

A word of encouragement during a failure is worth more than an hour of praise after success.

ITS SO NOT NOT NICE TO BE MISUNDERSTOOD.
NVM AS LONG AS PEEPS WHO KNOW ME, KNOW ME, IS ENUFFFFF.
WHO CARES ABT ELSE MORTALS -_-...

EH....AH.....I NEED TO RANT OUT.....AHHHHHHHHHH
AM UBER TIRED, OKIE WILL ZZZ NOW AFTER I READ 1 CHAPTER...
I NEED SUPRISE, I NEED PRESENTS.

TELL ME ABT IT I WILL TELEPORT TO HOUGANG/AMK/TPY/BUKIT TIMAH/SERANGOON IF U TELL ME THERE'S PRESENT FOR MOI =p

Gerrrrr finally send me pics, guess they were taken 1 mth ++ ago? WOOOH time flies when u r @ ... ....















Somebody says:
Correction does much, but encouragement does more. Encouragement after censure is as the sun after a shower.

There are no mistakes or failures, only lessons.

HAIZ... Really sometimes miss teeade. The days whereby we turned our head, we nudged each other elbow, we kicked each other leg or we give super comments. The days in the washroom, HAHA... BUT its ok ba, maybe becoz of this we will becume more efficient rite. Also will make us closer. I really need to go overseas!!!!!

Yes yes there is still a surprise awaiting, HAHA will reveal sooon. SO fun...NAAAA actually its nothing much though. =) But still =P





Somebody says:
Instead of trying so hard to avoid what you do not want to become in your life, focus on who you are and who you are becoming.

The energy of the mind is the essence of life.

GOSH!!!!!
G-O-S-H!!!!!

Uber great day!!! Apart from my cell seems to be giving me issues, no calls no smses cuming in...EHHH initially i tot no one looking for me hmmm till i realise its moi cell having issue.

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A bit tired to share tonite, in short i believe $$ do perform wonders!! teeade really!!
AND SO..., i agree on this, everyone uber deserves a SECOND chance OK~@@

We all have big changes in our lives that are more or less a second chance given to us.THUS i decided to give someone a second chance too. ^_^

Guess what it was such a relieve to myself!!! Gosh never felt this good till today.

PLS LOVE CONSCIOUSLY AS I LEARN A VALUABLE LESSON TODAY..

The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost ANYTIME.

Thanks & i love you!

最喜欢的永远只有原来那一个,重新再买的永远不会一样

Candid shots of me having nic on my bed.
Silly us, wake up on a sunday a.m nothing better to do.
Hahahha he is trying to hide from taking pics.So opposite from moi...












Adel is shit lor, haha coz am shit too.Great shit thinks alike!~ Monday am really kinda busy thus i did nt have time to ring her or text her...Well apparently she tot i am gg to be MIA.-_-".Well she literally got mad with one guy, HAHA thinking that it must be him tellin tales to moi to make me upset with her. I won't lor.Well as you know, apart from you, there is no another BFF for me to show moi poopoo, experience life-time stuff with me. SO do not worry okie, i will only neglect U if...u r able to bring Mount Fuji to Singapore =P Heart & Love ya deepdeep.



Somebody says:
世界上的人，都在追逐愛情，可是愛情就跟北極熊一樣，隔著鏡頭，覺得牠很可愛，
實際靠近牠，被牠狠狠踩過一腳，就知道什麼叫做到想死.

输赢不重要，重要的是大家在一起

A rare sunday whereby i get to sleep till 12++.WOW,done a couple of eventful stuff, gotten some boxes from IKEA, YEah, get to eat my meatballs/salmon/spag...Gosh thot am too full for dinner...BAD rain when we r on the way to IKEA, tot we hve to give the drift a miss..Hmm apparently the weather change for the better when we r half way thru in IKEA =) HOHOHO, HOT, HOT, HOT uber HOT day, under the sun, though with my brolly but still? Hmm heard abt a news today. NAaaa, not so happi though, but i really dunno, i need power, FULL power for me to continue walk down the lane. JIAYOU moi okie.

On the way to IKEA =)





Bad bad rain =(



My melody eye is BADly swelling =( =(



Happy s.s on the way to Kallang =)=)



Kallang Carpark A





Hot hot hot day =(=(=(





Moi 2nd fav drink after h2o =)=)=)







Somebody says:
只要有你在的地方，世界就在我脚下，就连摘星星这样的事情我都觉得有可能... ...

Whose world am i in?

In a world where everyone is finding fault with me, i hope that you r standing alongside with me.

In a world where everyone is blaming me on all the mistakes, i hope that you r there telling me, those valuable lessons i have learn from the mistakes.

In a world where everyone is claiming am always in the wrong, i hope that you r there telling me 10 wrongs make 1 right.

In a world where everyone is scolding vulgarities , i hope that you r there telling me the way those profanities come out from my mouth sounds not so bad.

In a world where everyone abandon me, i hope that you will tell me, though at times you do not see me, but you are able to find me through my voice.

****Because****

(Verse1)
I waited for so long, you showed me you were the one,
I gave you my heart, right from the very start so,
Every time you lied, I knew inside
Get another chance, I was hurting, I was broken
I stayed to long and so that's why, you didn't think that I knew wrong

(Chorus)
It's all because, I loved you, (because) I held you, (because) I believed you,
You're not what I needed, (because) I'm stronger,
(Because) I'm better, (because) without ya, you'd thought I'd be in pieces,
Because, because, I loved ya, (because) I loved ya, (because) I loved ya

(Verse2)
You gave me, just one thing, for taking from the beginning
You left me, a heart ache, how much more could I take,
With every alibi, that made me cry, I still gave you more,
I should've given up, when I had had enough,
But I stayed to long, that's why, you didn't think that I knew wrong,

(Chorus)

(Verse3)
I made a mistake of giving me to you,
I made a mistake of loving you, x4

***090909***

Awesome!!!
Today or rather yesterday was an amazingly freaking effing uber power day. Not sure why, though yes my melody left eye turn red but i think am still feeeeling GREAT!!

Too bad today am unable to impact 2-body hahaha. But anyway no issues i still think am coolx.

ONE PRECIOUS LESSON I LEARNT:
ITS ALL IN UR EFFING MIND...



Eye specialist....HMM yes i will go soon okie. ARGH!!!

<<有时候能放的下也是一种幸福>>

如果我喜欢你,根本不会希望你做任何改变,因为现在的你已经是一百分了

请不要在盈芝无力反抗的时候靠近她, 因为她会失去自卫的本能......

LALALALA, eventful day, work/teach/shop(1Xdress/KT's bday present/Gugu's HP). Then get to eat my fav Fish Steamboat i think?HAHAHAH i heart that, its uber nice, the boss always say the same thing, i will ask ALL my cook to prepare ONLY ur dishes the rest can wait...-_-'''' GD customer service but so funny, coz a, not sure how many umpteen times he has told his customer on this. WHAHAHA.









Somebody says:
河水从来不会逆流 ,所以我对你的感觉也不会回头 ...

G.L.A.D->Great.Life.And.Delectation

***05092009***
This is a very special day for me, NO not because am going to change but rather am going to improvise myself entirely!!!

Somethings changed on 04092009,guess its a new beginning for me, i will def cherish it cause this is something that am so looking forward to.

I promise myself, am gg to be taking MTR every other day okie!Save $,Save the earth =)B.S...

Thx for the TLC, i will be a Stronger & the Strongest person in my sanguine planet =)

Busy day, everyday in/out. When do i ever stop & ponder, look ard, see the environment of my house.Sometimes things change w/o us noticing.
So i decided to slow down my footstep, pay attention to every single detail...HAHA TRY LA...At least i attempt to try? =)



Hmm, not to burn bridge is def true. Its not nice u see, yes i saw that. Ok will stick with the initial plan den... ...



....When am uber sure am getting a BOLD, kamalf has to show me this... -_-...
http://maemo.nokia.com/ , lucky am nt touch screen fan SIAH!!!



Somebody says:
When love is not madness, it is not love

H.A.P.P.Y->Having.A.Powerful.Perfect.Year (2009)

Stresssss!! To the max. Not that i really need it, but just think that its good to own it la...But nope, save $$$... Given that my existing wallet & bag r serving mi fine...
Haha, it seems to be calling my name...But no worries i won't anyhow spend $$.





When am in the washroom, walking towards polo, i told Georgina, IF, they hve black & pink or black & gold, i will buy, coz am looking for it for so long...HMM well in dramas this always happen, BIG yes, they will def have it & finally i bought it. RITE after Georgina told me...Darren bought a cotton tee for 140SGD, and we hve to make ourselves happy within our limit, life is too short for u to ponder & regret. Given that Georgina has gone through a rough patch recently. WOW upon hearin dat, i said, can i hve a new piece?....

BUT once i paid up, i realise i have another new bag,new wallet & new key pouch stil nt yet celebrate their open ceremony? BUT AM STILL SAVING $!



The sales lady intro a dress to me, its kids size... ... Then she say i might be able to wear it,so i try. WHAHAH, i show her its kinda short, i cun bend down and hve big action and movements, she said its just nice...Then i bend down & ask her what color is moi panties? She said black.
I gave her this face -_-.



Hooray am getting a new phone.So adel & i can perform BBY instant messenger so FUN!!!And i will be able to bedazzle it!!! Hoooray!



CUM ON STOP SAYING AM WASTING $$ U MORTALS!! WHEN AM WORKING,TEACHING U MORTALS R SLACKING,RESTING,SHOPPING...=) From:Sunshine Steph in her own world XXOO.

OK i am a happy person, though am having loose bowels for 2 days...Tonight dinner still eat malay rice with harden machiam stone-like potato,yucky fried eggs,cold tofu. So reach home...PASS out all again =X Waste $ & Waste space....

Somebody says:
一個人活了二十六年又二個月還不是活得好好的!
人生，終究還是一個人的人生。

只有全速奔馳，才是有價值的人生。

Wow this post heavy content SIAH!!!!

***What is the role that i am playing?***

A powerful daughter?
An awesome sister?
A dedicated family member?
An amazing friend?
A teacher?
An account admin?

I dunno...Sometimes moi seems to be always unable to fulfill my role adequately.
Seems to be lacking someway or another.Sometimes being able to compart the unhappiness or upsetting stuff somewhere might be good.Well to some beings they may take it as self-delusion. BUT to me i think is savor the moment =). Well its uber hard to mould or train ppl to think exactly like u, thus the best way is to COVER ur heart & eyes to ignore stuff dat make u detest. Life is too short for u to harbor bad feelins & feeling perturbed, scolding profanities every other day....

BUT dun worry abt me, am SUNSHINE Steph Siah!!Remember???!!!! ha ha ha ha.



While whining this post, dad walk past,commented, HAIR NOT DRY,SO LATE DUN WAN TO SLP, THEN TMR MORNING, DRAMA AGAIN...PLS PLS PLS, FETCH ME TO WORK,ONLY ONE DAY -_-'''''

So to prove him wrong, i will take the million dollar transport,use crawl also must be UP from my effing bed.HAHAhHAHA.

Today 3 new children join moi Monday nite class.Not too bad, one of them is wearing a hearing aid, mum told me to be careful, sometimes he will off it, sometimes the aid will be loose and i need to adjust for him. So i have to take note of the 'beep''beep' sound... -_-...The other gal, can u imagine, i forget her name at this point of time...She looks a bit like my previous child care gal,Hannah Tabitha, nice!!Very quiet but smarty gal.Well hopefully few months down the road they r able to acquire the skill of accessing onset sounds too...WHahahahha....Term report is cuming again...Deadline end Sept...Good Luck Stephy!!

Well,finally took some pics of my new life, haha, environment change,journey change (still trying to get use to the route...),but am still mi!!!Pink...Being Hilarious...Trying to be calm but fail...Somethings if u nvr try u wil not know the goodness in it. =)

Moi team + room mates =)










Moi Colleagues =P
















My workplace =)
Am really trying to help him...JIAYOU!!!Give him 2 more months okie....



Moi family =)










STRESS!!! 1:26AM...Anyway nxt week no class!!!Hooray one week term break i heart it, pls pls pls ppl ask me out to shop/sing/space out/steamboat/seafood paradise/sushi/snooze...on M/T/S/S okie !!!!!
Am a 'S' gal...SIAH!!!

Somebody says:
這就是我對你的真心 你值得被真心對待...