If you don’t make things happen, things will happen to you.

=) Thats right, we must always try to make it happen rite...

Hmm am very exhausted, told Daddy i would like to open a fruit store. He thought for a moment and ask back, but... can you cut orange?... I told him well i can still sell apple & pear & grape & other misc juices.

Really love my family for always showing me full support. Despite my dad being a man of few words, he still play his role in my life well. Way to go !!Daddy.

Recently someone important to me left. Was quite affected and upset. But life still have to move on right, yes i will never forget that. Bring the memories and keep it deep inside there...XXOO

Lucas is strong!!! Yes he is!! I am so proud of him, so glad that i am in part of his life.
Thanks Lucas.










Somebody says:
It is good to have an end to journey towards; but it is the journey that matters in the end.

I am back!!!!!

Wow it has been ages since i last blog. Guess i need to be back on track, else everyone is commenting of my blogless blog .Life has been good.Haha today i just told someone, If there is a war that we are not able to avoid, lets fight bravely with glory....WHAHAHA what the fuck lo.

Anyway am not going to discuss what i have been doing for the past 2mths, nothing great, but life definitely had been a roller coaster ride to me, an excessive one.
Experience some major junction point in my life. I really have to be more careful & less paranoid.

ARGHHH... Visited Lucas yesterday!!!Cool boy, like i say miracle does happen.
Thanks for making it happen so soon for me.

Am expecting a call, but apparently it did not come to me...Hmmm its ok, maybe there are other plans waiting for me...

Really so keen to go on holiday, but no plane please....=X
Will continue to blog say like at least twice a week. OK this will start from next week.
Share some pics.

Really thanks my family & a few friends being so supportive of me, and always around me when i am feeling ill. Thanks.

Sanguine Planet - Be absolutely determined to enjoy what you do.

Tada....Hahahahah So long i did not blog... Hmmmpf, recently am busy building up my planet, Sanguine Planet.

Sanguine-Hopeful, Optimistic, Cheerful, Confident, Upbeat

A lot of ppl out to make me upset, dejected & devastated, but i know. All these are pre-planned by someone mighty out there to groom me into a stronger person. One that is able to take blows, sarcasim and irri ppl out there. Without all these LIFE experience i will not be able to learn you see. I will always think that am in a comfort world, everyone around me love me. See this is the plastic & realistic world. Do think about moving to my sanguine world.

A few pictures to make myself HAPPi, So fast my next leave is on 021008 -- 031008 Wheeee!!

Happy Day Off

Today is my day off, rest & slack till 3+++. Then i went to visit Lucas. Happy to see him again after say like 3 - 4 weeks i think.

He is good very vibrant & energetic... Though while feeding am nearly doze off. Haha.

But though am tired this really make my day, tomorrow am all ready to charge @ work again.

What is life?

I have piles.... Argh, just put in a repository into my anus, ouch!!
Doctor say cannot use force to poo poo.

Reach office today, tummy so pain, rush to the toilet, WOW, i saw the blood was so shock, think think, no my menses just end. Then i faster go back & seat down and think what is that. YES, confirm i think is piles. So went down to see doctor.

NO chilli food
NO heaty food
MORE VEG & FRUITS

Moral of the incident: Do not stress yourself, if no poo, just let it be. =(

See butt so pain now.

Let me post one cramp face of mine...

Blah...

Deleted the previous post coz ppl say am sicko .=)

More pixs coming up sooon..

Don't make excuses, make good.

Dad says, dun even think about blading when i cannot even walk properly... =)

When a man points a finger at someone else, he should remember that four of his fingers are pointing at himself.

See... People do dislike me after all =>



Somebody says: You cannot escape the responsibility of tomorrow by evading it today.

My latest craze,,,

Bedazzled!!!

***My phone & hard disk***



***My camera***

We are not here merely to make a living. We are here to enrich the world.

Ben ask me what is Tada, tada means ... TADA!!!!!!!

Anyway finally sorted out my thoughts, i think so.
Meet up with my silly-nonsensical-understand my jokes-lame-corny friends. So miss them, its hard to find such cliques whereby can you believe it we did not meet for almost 1 yr+ but the sparks are there, we just connect to each other instantly! Wow magnets do not attracts that fast either.
Thanks dad for fetching me to Lucas place to pass him smthing, thanks dad for fetching me back when i went for the casino operation course review. He is always there helping out.

Yup finally cut my hair, haha when i reach home the 1st thing dad says, why you cut your hair so short.If not cut it long?! hmmmpf
I wan to go Ho CHI MIN, KB is going soooon, so nice.
I wan to go BKK again.
I wan to go BanYan Tree or CLubmed to relax.
Am planning to take up Casino Operation Management course.
Lets see on NOV okie.

Pictures!!!
Before i cut my messy hair.




My new mushroom hair cut.




Someone says:
Even on the most exalted throne in the world we are only sitting on our own bottom.

To avoid criticism, do nothing, say nothing, be nothing

On the way to the [Land of Smiles]...




Not nice the food, but gg says good...


I love this airport a lot, its top graded A class !!


Nic & me in the room...


Papa & me on the street....


Unique Mirror


Unique Mirror X 2





On the way back to my SG!!



This is inside the airport!!!




The food not nice...



The cabin crew with specs very refine-looking , nice =)


Tada~~~~~

Miracle

I have always believe in miracle,it always happen around me to keep my friends, family, people close to me safe & sound, healthy and happy.

Not sure am i being selfish to ask for another miracle to happen?
Pardon me for my greediness. i really hope to have one more.

For him... He is being diagnose with blood cancer, and he is only coming to 5 this year.He had given me plenty of precious moment when i am in childcare.

When his mum asked him, what happen to you, he said, i will drop all my hair, i got leukemia .
Please be strong, as everyone around you will be praying hard for you.
Jia You!!

Unplesant Events

Well was on leave for sometime trying to escape to somewhere i guess, unfortunately i met more ridiculous & silly incidents.

Took Cathay Pacific, poo & poo & poo non-stop but not diarrhoea...

Ah Girl's luggage was lost in the middle of transit, the silly man had no feeling at all, so we had a heated argument. Yet he can still say [I HAD APOLOGIZED RIGHT]... So typical Steph said i want to speak to your manager, and the silly , no feeling man said, my manager is not around, i said call him/her please. Well next scene a man, kind-hearted,and sweet looking walk towards me with a doc., approx about 50++ show me a document stating that i shld not place impt things in the luggage, blablabla... But i just smile sweetly at him and say its okie, you are such a nice man, just give me a black & white stating that the luggage is with the later plane & he provided one for me without further delay. See told you PLEASE BE NICE TO PEOPLE, & PEOPLE WILL BE NICE TO YOU, STUPID NO FEELING MAN.



Next started our exploration around the place.
It seems that the things/food sold over there are horny, at least this is what i think.

Uber,ultra big sausages. But not tempting

Sausages again... That does not look delicious

Weird undies

Vibrating condom, Amazing jumping balls


Well i am not a lustful gal, just that not sure why all these catch my attention Whee... This bring me to the next scary encounter...

Was on the train in the late noon,seating in one of the cubicle not very crowded, but quite roomy. An old man, approx 40+ was shouting in Chinese i think, he said,[LOOK AT ME!!], but i ignored, guess he wanted to show me his penis as he unzipped his pants, i faster look away, and look down ignoring him. He shouted again & again & again, but i was secretly peeping at his reflection, so scare he will run over.... Phew. Then he see that i am not looking at him, he wanted to throw something at me!!! I was so terrified, but what to do, i am not in SG, else i will ask for help.
[THANKS FOR ALL THE PASSENGERS FOR FEIGNING IGNORANCE & NOT HELPING OUT ]

In order to protect myself i wear this out the next day... But of course it did not last long cause so HOT....



















Went to ride on the Ferris Wheel, so scary, lousy Steph.
My seating position is weird, because i am almost crouching down. :(





Then well experience earth quake on Sunday night, loose bowels attacking me again, go to the toilet & poo , at least 8 .Wanted to put the poo pic, but again is too disgusting .



I shall continue on the Modern Toilet Restaurant,some other silly incidents other day... Gotta read my book . Tada...

Allison left a message that make me think....Love u so much!!!! Thanks Thanks!!!