Last week of 2010!!!HURHUR

Me n Porkie LALALA.


Attempt to act sporting, hurhur end up having fever. Cun move too much...


Freaking hungry the foursome. EVERYTHING over Batam is slow ...SLOW.... slow...


Wooohooo!~~
Finally last week of Dec. Gosh! Time flies, whenever i tot am not able to accomplish certain task, but lucky thing am able to finish it on time. Well its not nicely done at least i completed it.Most likely this will be the last post of the year so jiayoujiayou okayy.

Hmm my HP year end cohesion party finally end. Woohoo.
My Batam trip is over, yes & i totally not miss it.
Well nxt to come my HK trip hope that i will recover by then. Went to the DR tis morning,he has the cheek to say am suspected of having chic pox. Popi hope nt else it will be closing the year with nt a very good end.

This year is a relatively good year for me at least am not sick & no major illness.
Tks for allowing all my family members to remain healthy
Tks for allowing me to move fwd and get away from troubles easily
Tks for overseeing & making sure everything is fine for me

Esp after last nite mare, so scary. Blurp. Phew. It changes my insight on a lot of stuff too. Yup Yup.

Pictures on our HP YEAR END COHESION PARTYYYY

Easier said den donee

Hurhur, if I knw, I told u!! Zao zhi dao, see!! If I were u...
Come on!!!! U R not me!! Dun easily comment n gif feedbac as though u r being
place in my situation.

Hate it when ppl who jus acquaint wif me for less than dunno god knws hw short
start to gif comment as though they hve been thru e same as me.

Yes I dun deny e fact dat u might hve ur fair share of shit, if dats wat makes
u grow up n learn abt life accept it. BUT my share of shit I dun intend
to spread among ppl. Tis is my life n tis completes me. Tis teach me to be strong n
embrace my life as it is. U may point n criticize behind
my back hw lousy I am, hw messy my life is. But its okayy,
coz I knw w/o all these experience, the stephennie will nt be standin here.

Tks porkie n teeade n other ppl who cares n always believe in me.

xoxo!!

JY BAAAAAAAAA

WOAHHHH. ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMPFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

Nvm, humans r always been force to grow up, am no difference from the rest. Read a book (Tortoise & its shell ) to my children today, n the moral of the story is everyone is unique and special dun look down on others. HUrhur. So real. Am trying so hard to explain to them on the meaning of unique that i came out wif lame logic like u may like the other gals long hair, but for all u know theyy heart ur beautiful teeth. Heehee

I heart n njoy the lessons but at times am reallly very tired.Need to balance out. JY STEPHENNUE TAN!!~~ Woohoo. This week gonna make a big decision yes i knw its rite okayy.
Even if all things fail n goes wrong, still hve mimimimimiiiii.

Stepppphy ENNIE

Difflame n Clarinase to the rescue!!!~~~ Woooohoooo.
Having dry throat is a very sucky feel. I dun like it. Adding on is my almost lousy nose.
So drowsy feel, yucks lousy nose :(

Currently watching Queen SD & The YiHaiHaoQing. Nicenice. But SD a bit off now. Not sure is me not concentratin or the shw hving issue.

HAaahurhur i saw Ind sharing her work life i wan to share too. =P

2004-Teaching @ LV ->Starting of my working life...
2005-Teaching @ LV ->Lucky i hve Elicia/Juinkang/Brian/Jiayi etc in my class to entertain me for a yr.They were 3 back den!~
2006-Teaching @ LV/gs=hp ->Thanks for my Lucas/Marianne/Felicia/Brian/Elston/Mabel/Adam/Nadia for brightening up my last yr in LV. Den I patched up with Ind after dunno hw many donkey years.She introduced me into GS wooohoo dats whr e exciting life start...
2007-gs=hp ->Still fun but very busy n hectic can work like 6am start? 3am still checkin on stuff (Lets label this as the remote days hurhur)
2008-gs=hp ->OKayy things still moving fast. But wif adel ard not so bad at least someone to acc me eat/luff/tok/shit. Thats the economic downturn yr i think. Whr my OM came out wif a logic last in first out.
2009-gs=hp/mom=hp/ICR ->OKayy then most of the stuff transit to India n in Jul tada am in MOM. OKayy the only interestin part is i knw Porkie. Hurhur.Yeahh n started out working part-time wif (Mon/Tue/Sat/Sun)
2010-mom=hp.ICR ->We lost again, so we are transiting out. Yup stil teaching part-time wif (Mon/Tue/Sat/Sun)

Dats it. The end. My career life is average. Guess am not happening enuff hurhur.

But a blessing in disguise is i patched up with Adel n i knw Porkie.
Am still continuing to earn more, hopefully able to maintain a healthy life. I am gonna be freakin 28 YRS OLD. GOSH.

Moi n my roxstar~


Moi n grannima


Moi n Ind


Moi n my evil sis


Moi n Porkie


Moi n Porkie


Moi n Ind


Moi n my roxstar~

FES

I dunno. Hopefully someone is able to impart some power to me. I am willing to learn how to make decisions wisefully. plsplspls. Smtimes life seems tough. Wat is enough, its nvr enough. Or rather how much u need. *gasp* I dunno. Such a simple word so irresponsible but its always so nice n conviently blurp out.

Things seems to be movin at a tremendous speed. 27 is not a nice age but I hve a fruitful 27 yrs of my life.

Xoxo

If you want to be happy, be.

Ber mths X 2 left!!! Wooohooooot. GREAT YR 2010. But definitely 2011 will be better. Hurhur.Yes yes. I must freaking save more money man. Yup NOT to spend and to maintain my health.

Things arent gg smoothly but it will surely be better. yes i can see that. Hee hee. Recently adelind intro BAISHEFENGCHE. Fierce. So nice... yes yes. I like the lyrics. Actually most of the lyrics r good. It really depends on which mode u r in. yesyes. He will be in KL in march,r we exaggerating if we go KL to watch the concert. Bu hui rite.

Happi happpi, wow my bro big boy le gg NS on 8 Nov. Jiayou!! Yeah another phase for him after his 21 yr old bday. I need a break, a quality one. hurhur. YEAH.

Recently the status of bloggin is getting lesser.But it will definitely not stop given that this is a gd mark of my life.

Take more pics r good la, trust me u get to keep track of ur life.

ANYWAY PASTA is awesomely NICE!!~~~Good n Bad. C now am so lost, rent a drama, dun even remember the name, not nice.+_+ somemore the 1st disc spoil. NOW i dun even have the mood to continue watching it. EEEEKS.!~!

I better go n google n find some nice show. Shws dat ppl recommend might not be nice siahhh.!~~~~

Frapppppi :) :)

Memories are pictures that are being snapped up in the split second

如果人的记忆只能选择一秒钟的额度，我希望是这一瞬间.

只要笑一笑，沒什麼事情過不了! JIAYOU!!!!!

Next week definitely will not be an easy week for me. I dunno am trying to indulge myself in all genre of dramas jus to mune myself to ease the bird brain thinkin abt hw to tide over.To others this is not tough, but to me,one who always bother abt how others perceive things.This is gonna be extremely hard for me. But dun worry i wil jiayou coz am StepH Tan.

Compare to the previous post, things are getting better, more on-hand. Just dat am facing another milestone. I will overcome it. YES i will <3.

I knw am a bit eccentric. Actually not a bit is VERY.Haha am a weirdo yah. BUT this completes me. Shucks am really getting emo.Its hard to acquaint with ppl like me i know that too thus am not expecting much from those mortals.Appreciate those who make an effort to communicate with me n maintain a decent contact.









NOPE PORKIE AM NOT EMO, JUS DAT I REWATCH THE SHOW N KINDA HEART THAT SONG. NICE.

[我爱他]

他的轻狂留在 某一节车厢 地下铁里的风 比回忆还重
整座城市一直等着我 有一段感情还在漂泊

对他唯一遗憾是分手那天 我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来 我不哭 让他知道我可以很好

我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂 我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来 情节有多坏 都不肯醒来

我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望 我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方 最初的天堂 最终的荒唐

如果还有遗憾 又怎么样呢 伤了痛了懂了 就能好了吗
曾经依靠彼此的肩膀 如今各自在人海流浪

我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂 我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
逃不开 爱越深越互相伤害 越深的依赖 越多的空白 该怎么去爱

我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂 我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来 情节有多坏 都不肯醒来

我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望 我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方 最初的天堂 最终的荒唐

如果还有遗憾是分手那天 我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来 我不哭 让他知道我可以 很

I dunno...

I dunno hw long tis is gg to last, but I can feel dat am gettin weaker n deflating soon. Spendin money to revive e syngery in me is def no gg to work. What am I gg to do? Or rather hw am I gg to achieve this? Have been tryin to slp well for e past 2 nights seems to be mission impossible for me. Relyin on muscle relaxant won't help too.

Is this it? If dats e case I rather force myself to slp on every sleepness night.Performin a mistake having a fault is not everyone's wish. I tot we can all jus move on n pick up from whr we stop. But tis seems to be not e case too. Guess am really tired too. Should I be e one to initiate e 'red' button?
Guess a short retreat,long vacation and hibernatin mode is mandatory for the current state of my mind.

Tks for those who always believe in me and will continue to do so.

xoxo

Its not wat u tink, its what ppl see.

After some thoughts its hard to make certain decision.
Porkie has been labellin me with nasty names, but I do not
deny dat its my fault. U wil nvr be able to get the best of both
Worlds. So since I hve take e fers step to make this work, I shall jolly
Well stick with it.

I really like to go on a hiatus. Will I ever be able to do this? I dunno.
Find dat am gettin lower n lower batt.

When trust is gone, its hard for u to earn back.
Haiz... Esp when ppl give u one last freakin chance.
Pls learn ur lesson well.

Xoxo

IGP

Yup, have decided. LALA. So ppl will stop labelling my as flipflop & pratawoman.

Sometimes some things in life are jus meant to be a vauge passing by cloud. Do not take it too seriously it wont help u in any aspect just dat maybe few mths/years u look back, u will jus smile and think hw silly u r. JIAYOU ba.

Truly madly deeply happppieeeee

LOL yup i guess i must have exaggerated a lil bit but dats trueeeee OK!!!~~~~~~

WOWOWOW hyperventilate,breathing diffculty all happen at once. HEE HEE.

One sentence can bring me sky high UP. One sentence can make me feel freaking low. Well this is life. Getting more & more exciting. Nope am not expecting anything just dat ITS plain happiness OKIE.

A good way to make urself happier,u may refer to this as self-denial.
But i prefer to label it as self-delusion. LOL.
1]Filter away ppl dat u dislike from your brain.(YES i have start doing this, N it works!)
2]Smile @ ppl dat u despise and dislike you, to make them more angry(YEAH we shld not stoop the same level as them lol)
3]Money is impt, i mean REAL impt okie, but staying healthy is above any other things rite, no health no money. Being unhealthy = spend money on health.
4]U live once n for urself ONLY (watevr ppl say its HEARSAY, let them be, its their birdbrain n lizard mouth)

I LOVE ME XOXOXO

Happie National DAY!!~~

My lappy is cool, so is my SC2. N most imptly it has a very funfun camera. Downside freaking heavy, mind u its 10 pounds. but think back, in 2007 when i get the HP lappy aso quite ex after disc n relatively heavy wat . Yup this is jus so to make me feel better. =)

Adelind nxt time will bring my lappy out for u to try okie.Though ytd u make me gancheong. ASSSS. Lucky we hve cum with an agreement on whr to meet. Lucky i tried calling u despite no respond from BBM. Phewwww. But mayuki rocs. Lets do this again before CNY. Nodnod. This 3 mths uber tight budget after getting this heavy baby. But still need to go for full body check up okie.If can make it tmr.WAH jus by thinkin stress alr. lol.

I am a dumbass *Nod*Nod*

REAL MAN fight on their knees.(Totally n awesomely true)



Tdy class fun fUN FUN. Haha. Initially dun wish to have a heavy dinner coz quite tiring after a full meal. BUT i remember tuesday class is wit my Jayden. NODNOD, yes i better eat siah, else no energy. LOL lucky i eat. Haha. He is an uber strong boy though, stepped on my toes twice n i literally scream OUCH Jayden. He reply to me T.Stephennie look at my eyes so big. Wt =_='''.

My eyes so itcy today,at fers i use tissue paper, den too troublesome,started rubbing hard, one of my ger say to me, T.Stephennie ur finger is dirty dun rub ur eyes, den i say but its SO ITCHY u know. =_= she started sobbing n said... last time i rub my eyes u say my finger is full of bacteria and now T.Stephennie is trying to hurt her eyes.LOL, sometimes easier said than done ritey.

I am a dumbass, haha tis morning drop my toothbrush into my toiletbowl full of PEE. N i pick it up and wash. Attempt to reuse again for tmr, siah la. HAHA well morning brain not functioning well. YUP i bought a new one though.

I am still a dumbass, c wat i do to my jeans when am having lesson?! I was happily talking tot am using the back of my pen to draw invisible pic, who knows. -_-

Freaking dumbfound!!!!!!!

How could this have happen?!!
I tot only get to c this on newpaper n drama.
This is actually happening to me now?????
FTA la. I mean if u wanna do this dun drag me down,if after investigation
U r really e ONE. Dun blame me for e after-effect.
Gosh how mean can one actually behave. N e best ting is this is
NOT the first time. Yup am not saying if there is once will def be havin twice.
KNS to e max man, u dun believe in KARMA ,I STEPHENNIE TAN do!
Wat goes ard cums ard man, if this is e only way u can secure urself,faggot lor!!!
The truth will be out, its jus a matter of time!!!!!!

Ass am so sick n drowsy yet I cun ko.
Tks man. This is wat I get for gettin tooo involve n Bella fav term for me
'Gek ji dai'.

Chill stephhy chill.
Xoxo

==THE ERA==

Tksss GEGE, he rocs to the max. HAHA at least the WOW factor is there. The stage,3-D effect,holograms, lasers and pyrotechnics,sound syst. Thumbs UP. The company is good, but the bad thing is I AM FREAKIN SICK. Yup. Down wit sore throat & dizzy spell. hurhur. Can u imagine how uncomfy am i. Anyway today it turns out worse, giddy+sore throat+nose spoil+leg turn jelly. HURHURRRRR. And i make an effort to go office in return find out..HMMM nvm give everyone e benefit of doubt OKIE.












WOOWOOOO: 這些我都做得到但那個人已經不是我

-_- -----> nothin beats being healthy.

Emonesday. C la,e consequences of being greedy.
Some random salesgal is promotin an intestine drink thus hve a free scan of our iris.
Assss e result turn out quite bad. Say my kidney kinda lousy.
W/o further hestitation I decide to finallly go for my fulllll body check up nxt wednesay. Allow me to be greedy for e last time, I just wanna stay with my 3XHHH healthi,happi,harmoni.
Maintain healthi body.
Stay in a happi frame of mind.
Create harmonious environment wherever I go.

Jiayoujiayoujiayou!!!
Gogogogogogogogogogo!!!

Xoxo Stephhy Tan :)

I just wan to be happi + optimistic ^_^

Is it that hard to be happy or rather maintain the level of happiness. Well anybody out there will say as u grow older, more problems arises & more issues for us to solve. Is that so?



Porkie will always jus shake his head and say: 很难很难很难很难 n shake his head profusely. *-*. Haha. Nvm Baoqi & Porkie will jus take a uber big stride out whenever face with any problems.

相信妳的直覺，然後妳就會戰勝一切，得到你最想要的---> Zui hao shi zhe yang.

人生，終究還是一個人的人生。
So after whining jus move on. I knw 5 yrs down the road when i look back, i will still be happi n optimistic abt the decision dat i hve made.Naaa, nvr regret before jus dat i need some assurance lol.