Frapppppi :) :)

Memories are pictures that are being snapped up in the split second

如果人的记忆只能选择一秒钟的额度，我希望是这一瞬间.

只要笑一笑，沒什麼事情過不了! JIAYOU!!!!!

Next week definitely will not be an easy week for me. I dunno am trying to indulge myself in all genre of dramas jus to mune myself to ease the bird brain thinkin abt hw to tide over.To others this is not tough, but to me,one who always bother abt how others perceive things.This is gonna be extremely hard for me. But dun worry i wil jiayou coz am StepH Tan.

Compare to the previous post, things are getting better, more on-hand. Just dat am facing another milestone. I will overcome it. YES i will <3.

I knw am a bit eccentric. Actually not a bit is VERY.Haha am a weirdo yah. BUT this completes me. Shucks am really getting emo.Its hard to acquaint with ppl like me i know that too thus am not expecting much from those mortals.Appreciate those who make an effort to communicate with me n maintain a decent contact.









NOPE PORKIE AM NOT EMO, JUS DAT I REWATCH THE SHOW N KINDA HEART THAT SONG. NICE.

[我爱他]

他的轻狂留在 某一节车厢 地下铁里的风 比回忆还重
整座城市一直等着我 有一段感情还在漂泊

对他唯一遗憾是分手那天 我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来 我不哭 让他知道我可以很好

我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂 我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来 情节有多坏 都不肯醒来

我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望 我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方 最初的天堂 最终的荒唐

如果还有遗憾 又怎么样呢 伤了痛了懂了 就能好了吗
曾经依靠彼此的肩膀 如今各自在人海流浪

我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂 我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
逃不开 爱越深越互相伤害 越深的依赖 越多的空白 该怎么去爱

我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂 我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来 情节有多坏 都不肯醒来

我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望 我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方 最初的天堂 最终的荒唐

如果还有遗憾是分手那天 我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来 我不哭 让他知道我可以 很

I dunno...

I dunno hw long tis is gg to last, but I can feel dat am gettin weaker n deflating soon. Spendin money to revive e syngery in me is def no gg to work. What am I gg to do? Or rather hw am I gg to achieve this? Have been tryin to slp well for e past 2 nights seems to be mission impossible for me. Relyin on muscle relaxant won't help too.

Is this it? If dats e case I rather force myself to slp on every sleepness night.Performin a mistake having a fault is not everyone's wish. I tot we can all jus move on n pick up from whr we stop. But tis seems to be not e case too. Guess am really tired too. Should I be e one to initiate e 'red' button?
Guess a short retreat,long vacation and hibernatin mode is mandatory for the current state of my mind.

Tks for those who always believe in me and will continue to do so.

xoxo

Its not wat u tink, its what ppl see.

After some thoughts its hard to make certain decision.
Porkie has been labellin me with nasty names, but I do not
deny dat its my fault. U wil nvr be able to get the best of both
Worlds. So since I hve take e fers step to make this work, I shall jolly
Well stick with it.

I really like to go on a hiatus. Will I ever be able to do this? I dunno.
Find dat am gettin lower n lower batt.

When trust is gone, its hard for u to earn back.
Haiz... Esp when ppl give u one last freakin chance.
Pls learn ur lesson well.

Xoxo