When the moment i call her , she did not pick up, sms her she ignore, i knew that this is HOW SICKENING i am when i always behave in this sense.
When a third party come & tell you, she is meeting her, do you want to join in, that was fucking disappointed.What to do, i am like that also... :(
Double disappointment, he was so angry with me, i told him i am not gg to see DR HO on Monday/15:40PM, a re-visit. Not that i am being stubborn or ignorant, its just that waiting outside his room just make me feel more agony.
How ironic it can be, when u hear some one say "Pls kindly cross ur finger that it will not happen again, nope you cannot avoid it, if it happens again pls admit to the hospital, WTF"
Am i really being obstinate? Hmm well i believe everyone have their own fairy tales that complete his/her life.
Anyway, few weeks back,
Desmond gave me a link to browse, he said they have good consultation on all kinds of illness... Thanks, i really did a good check, i have better understanding of my illness now =)
Kinda like this picture when i was traveling home today,LOOK at this picture, there is no obstruction ahead of us, the road seems clear & precise. But on actual fact when we are on it, any impromptu or unexpected incident may just happened. No one can promise or assure us anything, as long as i know what i am doing, i will continue to uphold my life in the most perfect tune that i am in now...
Random Pictures in April '08
Someone says:
Good is not good where better is expected.
