Very sad, seems like a big huge quartz look-alike rock came crashing down my life, dunno when i was being entangled and twirled in such a complex, nasty, unbelievable and incorrigible situation.
This is not what i want, hopefully, within this 2days of rest and off, i am able to figure out what i want and really wishing for. I do not wish to be hurting anyone in the process, thus if the decision or route that i choose will hurt anyone, i rather not, its ok if i am alone.
Life is never perfect, you will never be able to get what you want always, come on who says life is fair, just like games are never fair, rules are never follow, compeition are naturally challenging and losers always blame others...
要不不选, 选定一生一世 --> Do i have the ability to chose again? Can i?
THE KEY TO SUCCEED IS NOT FINDING THE RIGHT PERSON; IT'S LEARNING TO LOVE THE PERSON YOU FOUND.
SUSTAINING love is not a passive or spontaneous experience. It'll NEVER just happen to you. You can't "find" LASTING love. You have to "make" it day in and day out. That's why we have the expression "the labor of love."